[Vimtuous]

Pretty much the title. I feel like all my neurosis team up against the part of me that actually wats to get better and crush all the hope out of it. Lots of guilt and self hate, feelings of worthlessness, thinking that I haven't done anything to deserve being happy, or that I actually dereve to be miserable. I feel like for every one step forward I fall back five.

[Rohag]

Hello, Vimtuous.

Originally Posted by Vimtuous

I feel like all my neuroses team up against the part of me that actually wants to get better and crush all the hope out of it.

I like the way you state it.

When you were taking the one antidepressant, did you feel any differently?
Has anything worked to allay these feelings?

[Fuzzybear]

Welcome to pc

[MickeyCheeky]

Sorry you feel that way about yourself

[Sunflower123]

Do you think a therapist might be helpful to work through this? You deserve better out of life. I'm sorry you're feeling so badly about yourself. Thinking of you.

[Vimtuous]

Originally Posted by Jennifer 1967

Do you think a therapist might be helpful to work through this? You deserve better out of life. I'm sorry you're feeling so badly about yourself. Thinking of you.

I've seen a few therapists. I know why I'm depressed. Knowing why hasn't helped me stop feeling awful. If anything it just made me feel like getting better might never happen and I'm just stuck like this forever.