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Old Aug 23, 2017, 09:18 PM
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I want to die

But

Does it matter?
Probably not

Do I care if anyone cares?
I'm used to it, so not really

Why should it matter?
Well, I suppose everyone impacts each other in some way but... would the loss of my impact make a difference? I'm not sure

Why do I stay?
Because failure of an attempt is too high a risk

What do I gain by staying?
Nothing

What would I gain by death?
Not sure - are you?

Yes, I want to die. It kills me inside that I can't ... but I know I probably won't and I know nobody probably cares one way or the other. The really sad part? Neither do I.
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Old Aug 23, 2017, 09:35 PM
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I'm sorry you are hurting so much right now. There are always people that care but when we hurt this much it's hard to see. I wish I had some great insight or something of value to add.
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Old Aug 23, 2017, 09:47 PM
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There's one or two on here, otherwise, no. I don't even think my husband truly cares. He convinced himself he does at times, but mostly, he doesn't.
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Old Aug 24, 2017, 12:02 AM
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I wish that I knew how to help you but I'm unsure how to make you feel better.

I hope you start feeling better soon and if you need to talk, I will try to keep myself available for that.
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Old Aug 24, 2017, 12:12 AM
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I wish that I knew how to help you but I'm unsure how to make you feel better.

I hope you start feeling better soon and if you need to talk, I will try to keep myself available for that.
I know you care. You were one of the "one or two" I referred to. I don't know if there is anything anyone can do or say to help. I don't want to weigh you down.
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Old Aug 24, 2017, 12:14 AM
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I know you care. You were one of the "one or two" I referred to. I don't know if there is anything anyone can do or say to help. I don't want to weigh you down.
Tell ya what. This Fri or Sat when I get paid, I will help you get your phone back up.

Would that help you?
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Old Aug 24, 2017, 12:19 AM
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It will help in that that phone has a little more memory n that's the one I can chat with you on (by the way, he doesn't intend on letting me have it next month, so getting it this late in the month would prevent long waiting the following month.. unless at some point he actually does buy me a new phone with better reception like he keeps saying)
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