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#1
Jan 13, 2018, 07:07 PM
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These nights when I wish I wasn’t here. How dare I be so Selfish.
All the tough “love” in the world won’t stop this SU ideation. I’m writing how I feel... I know that makes me Bad. I’m falling and I don’t give a crap. I deserve all this pain. I don’t deserve to breathe oxygen.
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 Anonymous41120, Anonymous45390, Anonymous50909, BrazenApogee, little turtle, mulan, Purple,Violet,Blue, Rohag
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#2
Jan 13, 2018, 07:16 PM
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You're being honest
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#3
Jan 13, 2018, 07:20 PM
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You deserve all the good things. I wish you stop using that type of language towards yourself. Your feelings are valid, your suffering is valid, you do matter. Please be kind to yourself. Dont say those things to yourself.
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[B]'Everyone you meet is fighting a battle you know nothing about. Be kind. Always.' |
| Fuzzybear, Purple,Violet,Blue
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#4
Jan 13, 2018, 08:47 PM
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We are told that expressing ourselves is “wrong”
And yet, silence causes deaths  It’s a dilemma  
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| mulan, Purple,Violet,Blue, Rohag
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#5
Jan 13, 2018, 09:35 PM
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Keep talking. You are worthwhile, I promise. Talk as much as you need and we will listen. You matter.
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| Fuzzybear, Purple,Violet,Blue
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#6
Jan 13, 2018, 10:13 PM
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Thank you ((((( TheSadGirl )))))
I’m going to have to try to nap. It’s very late here. Nights and mornings tend to suck particularly for me. And I don’t have meds other than benzos (as many know) to take the edge off the grrrrness. (Allergies) ..When I could take meds they helped so it sucks. Although I’m scared of meds anyway now  I guess I keep being reminded how I haven’t “fulfilled my potential”. Ugh. That’s only part of it though, I could “live with that” My Anxiety is... sub optimal And now I feel  for “whining” .... -/“Tough love” like being called a “whiner”  doesn’t work for me. Not that anyone here would do that I hate the anxiety every morning no matter how hard I’ve worked the previous day  Thanks for being so compassionate and supportive ((((( TheSadGirl ))))) 
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| Anonymous50909, mulan, Purple,Violet,Blue, Rohag
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#7
Jan 13, 2018, 11:51 PM
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I hope you get some rest and feel better.
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| Fuzzybear, Purple,Violet,Blue
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#8
Jan 14, 2018, 11:49 AM
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My dog  mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.
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| Fuzzybear, Purple,Violet,Blue
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Jan 14, 2018, 11:54 AM
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The best I can do is "accept" and "acknowledge" the presence of the thoughts and allow them to go away on their own. My attempts to force them away backfire.
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My dog mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.
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| Fuzzybear, Purple,Violet,Blue
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#10
Jan 14, 2018, 12:24 PM
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say whatever you want fuzzy |
| Fuzzybear, Purple,Violet,Blue
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#11
Jan 14, 2018, 01:54 PM
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Doctors tried to silence me Being silent is like existing in a bell jar Forcing or faking “positivity” at all times.... may work for some If I have to be positive at all times, I’m definitely in the wrong forum, I dont try to control the expressions of others, I don’t have that right It can be hard to witness all the pain here and not be able to fix it.
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| little turtle, Purple,Violet,Blue, Rohag
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