[Fuzzybear]

In another thread someone wrote how it seems like doctors (irl) are only just realising how dismissing and pissing off consumers isn't such a good idea...

I'm not trying to bash doctors. I'm not trying to bash anyone.. what would I "gain" from that other than pissing some people off.

I'm just trying to survive somehow

But I don't want to survive

But I'm still ****ing surviving

**** it

I don't want to be "strong" any more

But I have to be "strong"

Despite those superlor beings who judged me as ...

I can't take the meds

I don't care if I live another 10 years
I don't want to
I don't care if I die tomorrow
**** it I'm so tired and bored of being stuck in this body

(((((hugs))))

we would all really mis you if you wern't here.

a lot...

[dexter]

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by shattered sanity

(((((hugs))))

we would all really mis you if you wern't here.

a lot...

Thanks, I appreciate this. I hope my post didn't come across as that I have a definite plan. I don't at this time, for one thing, I'm apparently a "coward" and the last thing I want is a "botched" attempt, no disrespect intended to anyone who has attempted su at any time. And the "coward" label is my own. Actually I'm not a "coward"..I'm quite strong to have survived so long

[Rohag]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

I'm quite strong to have survived so long

This is true. It's a struggle just being Fuzzybear.
That could be said of too many of us here.

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by Rohag

This is true. It's a struggle just being Fuzzybear.
That could be said of too many of us here.

((((((((( Rohag )))))))))

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I agree

[Sunflower123]

You're right. You are a warrior and strong as well. You always give comfort even when you're hurting yourself. I wish you could see yourself through other's eyes and start treating yourself with the same kindness you show others. I think you are too hard on yourself.