[PlanningtoLive]

::::::::::settling in for a long haul::::::::::::::::::: any other takers? Don't forget the chocolate and desserts, please. Thank you.

<font color=purple>The key to realizing a dream is to focus not on success but significance - and then even the small steps and little victories along your path will take on greater meaning.
Oprah Winfrey (1954 - ), O Magazine, September 2002<font color=purple>

[hamstergirl]

I'm still here. I'm in it for the long haul myself. I've asked friends to stop praying for me so I'll go insane, so I won't realize the full horror of what's going to happen to me. Doug laughed that one off.

God doesn't plan on letting me go insane, or letting me kill myself or even letting myself get destroyed by rage and self-hatred. Doug was talking about how God could pull good from the greatest tragedy. My life's been full of it and Satan's come by with a second heaping helping of it (the pain).

I'm listening to a hymn called "How Great the Wisdom and the Love." I wept the first few times when I heard it. Now I don't know what to feel. I only know that it's suddenly become very hard to justify my anger, which I have carried for over two decades. And suicide? It seems like a very bad idea. I'm not so sure about it as I was before.

My anger is melting away like snow in a spring thaw. This is one very confused little hamster.

I guess I'm in it for the long haul too.

There is a thing more crippling than cerebral palsy: the prison of your own mind.

[LadyDragus]

I will fly over the top of all you ladies and make sure not beasites like that nasty dirty ole statan or what ever you call the devil will come near my ladies ..


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take time to heal thyself before trying to help others, or you will never get better

[Fuzzybear]

I will sit in a corner and throw hairballs around

Oh ... and I will some bring some beer and snowballs.
And orange juice and lime popscicles (for Greg ...)

[Fuzzybear]

I have just found some chocolate too! I had forgotten where I had hidden it in my cave xoxoxoxox

[PlanningtoLive]

I'm going through withdrawal and it's getting to me........no insurance for my meds and the bi-polar/anxiety is really affecting me. I'm safer down here. I had forgotten the dessert though.


<font color=purple>The key to realizing a dream is to focus not on success but significance - and then even the small steps and little victories along your path will take on greater meaning.
Oprah Winfrey (1954 - ), O Magazine, September 2002<font color=purple>