[mishatoe]

The only thing in life that truly makes me happy is fictional characters and their stories. It's sad I know but I'm a pretty lonely person. There are spoilers that one of my all time favourite characters is going to die soon and I can't cope with it. I can't stop thinking about it and it's bringing every other thing I hate about my life out. I hate that I have to graduate high school this year, I don't want to go to college, I hate my life it's not worth living. I just want to kill myself. Everything hurts too much.

[Fuzzybear]

I know how it feels to only have fictional friends. Do you write fan fiction? Are you part of a fandom where you could meet real people?

[Sunflower123]

Hello. Welcome to PC. I hope you feel better soon or seek help. Your life is worth living.

[MtnTime2896]

I can get this way to. I always write a sort of fan fic for myself where I give a character a side-story and so on. It helps me deal when life outside of fiction is too much.

Take care, fren

Oh, and I didn't go to college. Deciding against college isn't a bad thing. Yes, it's away from the mainstream, but it isn't something that could destroy your entire future (no matter what other people say).

[MickeyCheeky]

I'm sorry you're struggling. Graduating from high school was tough for me, as well. You're not alone

[mishatoe]

Originally Posted by emptynightmare

I know how it feels to only have fictional friends. Do you write fan fiction? Are you part of a fandom where you could meet real people?

Yes to both, but I'm so bad at writing it. Only one thing I'm writing and one different fandom manages to keep my mind off of everything, but only for a very short time.