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Old Oct 29, 2017, 02:30 AM
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My depression and gender dysphoria are literally eating me alive atm, there's little to no point in continuing to "live". I deserve to stay alive and suffer but I'm also a coward and want to take the easy way out.

I can't go to the hospital because...
1. Apparently I'm not really trans (I'm FtM) because "I look like a real girl"
2. I'm not really suicidal because I show up there before I actually do endanger my life
3. Follow up "care" consists of someone telling you to watch meditation videos on YouTube

Basically, the hospital is POINTLESS. I've never gotten any help from them, even when I had suicide attempts and needed medical treatment. They sent me home. I've not once seen a psychologist or psychiatrist. They've never given me a bed. The most they've done was called my GP in who did NOTHING.

I have no friends here, no one really cares that I want to be dead. My partner is ignoring me because I'm a burden to them. I don't really have any friends. My family acts like I don't exist. Even online I don't have any friends to talk to, or at least, none that care.

I don't know what to do any more? I literally can't take it.
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MickeyCheeky

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Old Oct 29, 2017, 04:07 AM
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Wow, the treatment you received from the hospital is absolutely terrible I'm so sorry. Is there any other hospital available in your zone?
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Old Oct 29, 2017, 05:48 AM
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Wow, the treatment you received from the hospital is absolutely terrible I'm so sorry. Is there any other hospital available in your zone?
Unfortunately not, I'm in the middle of nowhere and the next nearest hospital is over 3 hours away. I'm feeling a little better though, so that's something!
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