[mountainstream]

They want me to die. I wish they would finish the job instead of behaving like a 9 year old

I’ve been bullied most of my life. I’m done with life.

(This is not about a member here)

[Fuzzybear]

(((((((( hugs ))))))))))

I wish I could sink my teeth into whoever has hurt you so much. Please don’t let these jerks win

bullies

[Skeezyks]

I hope you can find the inner strength to overcome. I know how difficult it can be...

[Purple,Violet,Blue]

Really sorry, Mountain. If you wanted to say more, maybe we could help? (Are you in danger?)

[mountainstream]

Thank you. I’m only in physical danger from myself. I’m tired of bullies and what goes with that. . I’ve learnt never to trust.

[Fuzzybear]

[Fuzzybear]

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr to bullies. I hope you feel better soon

[Sunflower123]

I was bullied for years by the most popular kid in school and his friends. They called me Spike. It’s pure **** and it changes you. You don’t and never did deserve to be bullied. Please don’t let them win. They are not worthy of even licking your shoe. Can you reach out to someone about your SI and about the bullying? (((((Hugs)))))

[Purple,Violet,Blue]

Big hugs to you.

Is it a situation you have to keep going back to, or is there a chance you could get out of the situation?

[Ozisl]

In being bullied, you are definitely not alone. I had my first suicidal thoughts the day before 6th grade; I was going to a new school with the same bullies. I couldn't face the challenge.

I find that, not all of the time but frequently, they just don't understand what they are doing, or the effect it has on you. I found that by high school, most had matured enough. Online, a bigger deal. Some people are just jerks.

What you have to remember: it isn't about you. It is about them trying to feel better about themselves.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by mountainstream

They want me to die. I wish they would finish the job instead of behaving like a 9 year old

I’ve been bullied most of my life. I’m done with life.

(This is not about a member here)

I completely understand how you are feeling. I been there myself. It the reason I had become suicidal. They don't think about how there words hurt and how it hurts. So one day I started doing to them what they did to me. One of my bullies actually apologized to me and was shock of how much he had hurt me so much that I came close to ending my life. He had told me that if I had killed myself he would felt horrible for the remaining of his life because no one deserve to be bullied. Especially the way that I was bullied. Hang in there you are stronger than they are. You are not alone. Until recently! I started being bullied online by someone I thought I could trust.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by mountainstream

They want me to die. I wish they would finish the job instead of behaving like a 9 year old

I’ve been bullied most of my life. I’m done with life.

(This is not about a member here)

I wish that I could say something to those who had hurt you so much! Super big hugs!

[sky457]

I was bullied in middle school, in high school, a little in college, and a little after college.

There are not many lower things than making yourself feel better by making someone else feel worse about themselves. I have to check myself and have resolve because it is infuriating dealing with demeaning people. It does make marks on your soul. I've had trust issues for a long time because of the bullying I've experienced.

Suck it in, raise your head, carry on, and keep walking. You are a better person for carrying on. What goes around will come around.