[irgendwie]

I just want to quit. I have nothing going for me. I have no family that cares. I have no friends who care to check up on me. My boyfriend can't stand to be around me because I drain all the fun out of everything with my mental illness and issues. I'm in college, but I don't think I will make it to grad school and my parents have already deemed my foreign language degree worthless. I'm tired of hating myself for how I look. I am tired of hating myself every time I eat. I'm tired of getting up just to know I'll fail. I'm tired of living with my abusive parents. I have nowhere to go and no one to help me. I'm done and I don't have anything else to look forward to or use as motivation. I'm run dry.

I'm tired of looking for help and it not working. I'm tired of my counselor recommending me used up coping mechanisms. I just want to stop I want the pain and anxiety to go awAWY

[cryingontheinside]

I can relate. Sad hugs: group hugs::sad hugs

[Fuzzybear]

[DowdyTheFifth]

Hello,

I hope you are able to find some relief from these Forums. I just started college this Fall, and my mental illnesses came back so It's been a struggle trying to fight through them. It's definitely worth it in the end, and I think you will be able to have a good support group on these Forums. Best of luck to you, hang in there!

[Sunflower123]

I’m sorry you’re having a tough time. Hold on. Your answer may be around the corner just out of sight. Like the previous poster said, you can always come here for encouragement and support.