[fijiisland]

I now know what suicidal people feel like. I hate my life. I live with relatives that I detest. They are somewhat abusive towards me. I walk on eggshells all day. I have hardly any friends They use me. I do not have a boyfriend but I let men use me. I go after sex as a way to find love and it never works. My ex husband was abusive to me also. and my kids don't like me.
I feel utter hopelessness and hate everything. I hate my life so much. it is not what I wanted at all. I want to make money, to move, to have my own place to have friends. I want a boyfriend. I lay in bed all day when I am not working.
sometimes I feel so horrible I can't stand it, like I want to just escape and go crazy but I have no where to go.

[Teddy Bear]

I wish I could give you some good advice but sometimes I just lay in bed. Just know that you're not alone

[Fuzzybear]

[Skeezyks]

[Sunflower123]

I’m sorry you’re having such a hard time. Sometimes I sit in my recliner and don’t move all day. You’re not alone. Please continue posting so we can support you. Sending big hugs and positive vibes.

[tecomsin]

Not giving advise, just commiserating. I've also wanted to escape from life. It is good you understand that bit about sex and love. It took me forever to figure that out about myself.

[katydid777]

Originally Posted by fijiisland

I now know what suicidal people feel like. I hate my life. I live with relatives that I detest. They are somewhat abusive towards me. I walk on eggshells all day. I have hardly any friends They use me. I do not have a boyfriend but I let men use me. I go after sex as a way to find love and it never works. My ex husband was abusive to me also. and my kids don't like me.
I feel utter hopelessness and hate everything. I hate my life so much. it is not what I wanted at all. I want to make money, to move, to have my own place to have friends. I want a boyfriend. I lay in bed all day when I am not working.
sometimes I feel so horrible I can't stand it, like I want to just escape and go crazy but I have no where to go.

I am so sorry you are feeling so bad. I understand how you feel. I have tried to do something about hating my life several times, but the man upstairs still has something for me. Gee I hope it isn't to convince the aliens we humans are not crazy? lol, lol, lol Just kidding!!!!!!! I know at times, I would love to escape my life, at least for a little while. Just know that you are not alone.