[Buffy01]

I have no energy to do any thing. I don't want to get out of bed. I wake up tired all the time and can't sleep or if I do get any sleep I can't get enough sleep. What should feel good? Does not feel good. Every thing hurt me emotionally. I feel bad about myself and down all the time. I want to cry all the time. There is no reason for me to be this down when I have the basic needs to survived on. I can't make friend because people are scared of by me or they heard a false rumor about me. If I wasn't depressed I could enjoy life more.

[Wild Coyote]

Hi Buffy,
I am not familiar with your story. Please forgive me if I ask some ignorant questions.

Do you see a therapist for support?
Do you see a pdoc for meds?

If so, do they know you are so low right now?

Do you have any support around you? Family/Friends?

If your depression feels overwhelming, please call your therapist/pdoc, go to the ER or contact a hotline. Please see the resources here or --

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline

Call: 1-800-273-8255
Online: nationalsuicidepreventionlifeline.org
Both available 24/7.

I am sorry you are feeling so down right now. You are not alone. Please keep posting here. I hope you find posting helpful.

Take good care of yourself.

WC

[Fuzzybear]

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by Wild Coyote

Hi Buffy,
I am not familiar with your story. Please forgive me if I ask some ignorant questions.

Do you see a therapist for support?
Do you see a pdoc for meds?

If so, do they know you are so low right now?

Do you have any support around you? Family/Friends?

If your depression feels overwhelming, please call your therapist/pdoc, go to the ER or contact a hotline. Please see the resources here or --

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline

Call: 1-800-273-8255
Online: nationalsuicidepreventionlifeline.org
Both available 24/7.

I am sorry you are feeling so down right now. You are not alone. Please keep posting here. I hope you find posting helpful.

Take good care of yourself.

WC

I do not see a therapist the last one I went to was unable to help me because she didn't tell me anything that I didn't already know. I was not giving any kind of helpful tools except to ignore the bullying which was hard. Later on I ask for referral and I found out either I didn't meet the criteria of the age group, or they weren't qualified to help me. It was suggest that I go to the state hospital but they told me I was not depressed enough, grief enough, I wasn't a danger to myself, or a danger to someone else. I don't take any kind of medicine for my depression. I am not seeing a doctor. Because i trust the family doctor after what she did to my parent or anyone else in that office. I am told no one accepting no patient or taking my health insurance. Even though I call my insurance to see who take my insurance out of curious the insurance the doctor do take my insurance the doctor are saying no they don't.

When I was younger i talk to my doctor who had me talk with a counselor. Who couldn't help me or wouldn't help me. I shame my mom who chewed me out for my anxiety attack I was having that I didn't know I had until my early thirty. I mediated and do yoga but sometime the meditating doesn't always help me. I have not been suicidal in a long time. I have a family history of depression, anxiety, suicide.

[Bill3]

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