[TryingToCope]

It's been a while since I've been on. Everything seems to be falling apart. I love my job. I'm liked better there than at home with my husband. Yet I have been having to push myself to go to work. I don't have the energy to do anything. By the time I get home from work all I want to do is go to bed. I've let t go ahead and think that things are getting so much better.
It just takes to much energy to work on things in session. T mentioned maybe it's time to start stretching time between sessions out. That's not what I want. I need to be able to go and talk, but yet I'm having so much trouble with it. There is so much going on inside, but I can't get it out in session. Things just seem so hopeless right now. My son is having major problems with anger. He gets into pushing matches with his dad, he swears at me, he pulled his fist back just before he would have made contact with my face. My daughter cries when I have to go to work if she has to stay home with daddy, because he is so mean and is always yelling at her. I have totaly messed up their lives and mine. All because I haven't found the courage to leave my husband. I am such a failure.

[Junerain]

For tryingtocope,

How about writing down ahead of time the things you want to discuss with your T? Then all the things on the inside will get out...you could even show him your post here..you say it takes energy to work on things in session..but the energy is WORTH IT!! all week picture your session, gear up your energy all week long, this is your life we're talking about! About your son, could he use a T too? How about a whole family session? Write us more......