I don't even know

I'm 27. I always say to myself that my thoughts are just superficial problem, but lately they are catching up with me... really hard. I move to the states from PR after the hurricane and I feel like I am in a worst place, this feelings have grown they did not start after moving. I feel isolated, can't sleep, if i catch some sleep i ended up sleeping for an insane amount of hours. my mind is a mess. I do creative work, and nothing is happening, a thing that frustrates me even more. My bed have turn into my everything. Clearly I just don't feel nor sad or happy, just nothing, like oblivion. Social skills have gone. A few medical situations to deal with and will not even get to the financial area...
I have being searching for a job and nothing, or get too scare to apply. Don't feel like I'm good enough to do the job.
I do have to say that I'm grateful for my family, they are supporting me, but i feel like a complete burden.
Sorry if this do not make sense, I tend to be a person that keep it all inside but i'm starting to feel a little scare. Just want to vent a little.

Hello verveine: I see this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to PsychCentral! I hope you find the time you spend here to be of benefit.

Here are links to a bunch of articles from PsychCentral's archives that may be of some interest:

https://psychcentral.com/disorders/depression/

https://psychcentral.com/lib/where-t...or-depression/

https://psychcentral.com/blog/10-thi...at-depression/

https://psychcentral.com/blog/9-ways...ve-depression/

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https://psychcentral.com/blog/how-to...ure-depressed/

https://psychcentral.com/lib/becomin...sive-thoughts/

https://psychcentral.com/lib/5-ideas...ssion-strikes/

https://blogs.psychcentral.com/relat...hen-depressed/

https://psychcentral.com/blog/8-sugg...ve-depression/

https://psychcentral.com/blog/how-to...ure-depressed/

https://psychcentral.com/blog/7-ways...al-depression/

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