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Mar 02, 2018, 07:33 PM
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I am posting this because I don't want to bother anyone in my support system. I believe I impose on their caring for me way too often and that weighs heavily on me.
I am tired of life being so frustrating every day. I don't remember the last day I woke with optimism and enthusiasm. I just want to lie down and sleep peacefully with no more worries or fears.
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"I already said too much. I already shared too much, and I want all my secrets back. I hate getting close to people these days, I always regret sharing too much, caring too much, doing too much, feeling too much." Suicidal Ideation, Severe GAD, Major Depressive Disorder, Dysthymia, Reverse Seasonal Affective Disorder, Sexual Dysfunction, CEN, mild OCD Bupropion 450 mg Buspirone 60 mg Trazodone 200 mg Effexor 225 mg 
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 Anonymous50909, MtnTime2896
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Mar 02, 2018, 08:10 PM
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Are you eating healthy? |
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Mar 02, 2018, 08:41 PM
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Eating healthy has been difficult. I haven't been caring well for myself. All my Vitamin B's are low, and Vitamin D so low my doctor contacted me to start megadosing. It is hard when you just don't care.
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"I already said too much. I already shared too much, and I want all my secrets back. I hate getting close to people these days, I always regret sharing too much, caring too much, doing too much, feeling too much." Suicidal Ideation, Severe GAD, Major Depressive Disorder, Dysthymia, Reverse Seasonal Affective Disorder, Sexual Dysfunction, CEN, mild OCD Bupropion 450 mg Buspirone 60 mg Trazodone 200 mg Effexor 225 mg
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Mar 02, 2018, 08:49 PM
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I have been there. I was most recently there for two years. It's a horrible place to be. I promise you that it can get better. I've been depression free since just after being released from the hospital in September.
Also, we are friends. Vent to me any time that you need via chat, pm or wall. I'm always here. |
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Mar 02, 2018, 09:24 PM
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Eat right, feel good. They educate children these days with simplicity. Anyway, I appreciate your disclosed sarcasm so here is mine 
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Mar 02, 2018, 10:02 PM
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"I already said too much. I already shared too much, and I want all my secrets back. I hate getting close to people these days, I always regret sharing too much, caring too much, doing too much, feeling too much." Suicidal Ideation, Severe GAD, Major Depressive Disorder, Dysthymia, Reverse Seasonal Affective Disorder, Sexual Dysfunction, CEN, mild OCD Bupropion 450 mg Buspirone 60 mg Trazodone 200 mg Effexor 225 mg
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