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#26
Mar 25, 2018, 05:12 AM
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  Só leigheasSo many serious things going on.  Does your doctor know?I am glad you don't want to self harm. Your not wanting to eat may be killing your motivation. Scramble some eggs? (With Easter coming, I found some on sale yesterday at 99 cents for a dozen.) Your lack of energy maybe causing some of this.  Shaving and taking a shower might make you feel like a new person. Maybe you should post on the bipolar thread where people celebrate everytime they take a shower. You are not alone in trying to find the motivation to shower and walk. I am worried about you not eating at all. Please keep us updated on this.
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Mar 25, 2018, 07:11 AM
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I was able to eat more earlier. Made me three hot dogs. Had to really force myself but I think the small victory helped some. I haven't slept at all tonight and the day is about to start. Something else is happening that I don't really talk about. I'm having more and more of what my T refers to as "psychotic thoughts". They're basically visions of me doing some graphic stuff to either myself or someone else. I hate these thoughts so much because I never want to hurt anyone. The things in my head, they tell me that I will do it. The woman does mostly. In fact, she's here right now. I don't know how to make her go away. She wants to take over me and make me hurt people. I really don't want to. Logically, I need my meds. I need to make her go away. But I'm so afraid of getting my meds. I really feel like I'm losing it.
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Mar 25, 2018, 08:04 AM
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I'm sorry you have to deal with all of this. You don't deserve it. |
| Anonymous57777, MtnTime2896
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Mar 25, 2018, 08:29 AM
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I'm just exhausted at this point. I really don't know what to do.
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Mar 25, 2018, 01:04 PM
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I'm thinking about copy and pasting all of this and sending it to both my T and pdoc in an email. Then asking them what I should do.
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| Anonymous57777, Fuzzybear
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#31
Mar 25, 2018, 03:36 PM
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"Holding on too tight, breathe a breath of life, so I can leave this world behind!"
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Mar 25, 2018, 03:36 PM
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I wish I could be more helpful too. I’m here for you, and thank you for being here for me. Thinking of you friend
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| Anonymous57777, MtnTime2896
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#33
Mar 25, 2018, 03:41 PM
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It means a lot.
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