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#361
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I am 86 yo...guess what..i am declining ....if I say something wrong... let me know about it...I am very upset about the medical field... and I am very upset about the power that money has...doctors are bought off...they are being told what to do.. to me TRUTH and reality is what is important...that is not for sale |
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#362
The problem is he KNOWS I am a goner. He knows it better than anything else. I am inbred, injured, infected as well as isolated and abused. He knows my medical history. He knows I have breakdowns. Better than anyone else. So he doesn't want me to know that, he just tells me white lies.
An example of it is, he telling me I can drive. He called his secretory in front of me and told him to give me different meds than prescribed (he prescribed before I asked the question) because he knew I was going to attempt suicide after I come to know that I cannot. |
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#363
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It's very sad, doctors are heroes of my world. Medicine is a heavenly gift for me, as is life. We can solve problems through psychiatry, even those which aren't directly related to the field of medicine, like crime and terrorism. Every specialty is unique and has its own purpose. But so much for health and "competency" of doctors, which is basically how rich and healthy they are, at least here in Asia. |
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Grand Magnate
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#364
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do you think you are a goner....what do you know and believe.. what is true here...he may be wrong |
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#365
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#366
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#367
I went into psychiatry to help people for real....not just drugging them...
I wanted to find the cause of serious depression and suicide.. I did not find out about the causes to satisfy me... but right now psychiatry is using a shotgun approach... I am not happy with this treating symptoms...I want to treat CAUSE... |
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#368
It's not possible for me to analyze my psychiatrist, but I will form an opinion on the basis of his behavior anyway. Do you think an inbred, traumatized, injured, abused and then isolated person can ever act normally in the outside word? Of course not.
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#369
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I really wonder why I am born. It isn't gonna be like a newspaper article where the author eventually discovers his purpose in life. I wanted to be a medical man, a savior, but unfortunately will anything but him. |
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#371
little turtle, can you give me an idea of what to do now? Should I ignore all things happening and just study for the medical entrance exam??
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#372
My case is far too complicated. I cannot be helped. But euthanasia isn't legal here either. So I guess I'll have to wait, and do nothing 'till then. That's the closest thing to end my suffering I can ever get to. Just live life as it is. No change, nothing, complete B.Sc, if possible get a job that hires me (definitely not related to science) and live life 'till the day I die. Even this has some plot holes in it, like how was I supposed to get a job without learning how to drive. I don't want to learn anything, as I have lost the will to live. I don't know why I post things like this here, it doesn't make me feel better. It makes me feel worse. Sometimes I cry when I am alone.
I don't know, the best that can be done, I guess, is to wait 'till death takes me. I don't want to take the pain to do anything productive in the meantime. It's just my case, I have to accept it. |
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#373
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#374
Little turtle, you've already gone through much, you're a doctor that's been retired. Please do not try to make me feel better, nothing will come out of it. I don't know, what I am even trying to say.
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#375
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say whatever....you want maybe you can help me.. i will die soon...i dont like that.. my good friend died last month suddenly... mistakes were made ....his death was preventable... this morning i am very disturbed...and tired.. maybe you can help me right now... |
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#376
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I’m not happy about doctors who label and fail to listen And I’m not happy I can’t take any of them (meds) Or eat any of them (doctors and therapist) Have you found any answers in any of the books you’ve read? __________________ |
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#377
i am very angry right now...i am fed up with all the BS out there..life and death...
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#378
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i have found all kinds of answers...but i dont know if they really work for us... |
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#380
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Not just “the correct med cocktail” There are several reasons why some people can’t be completely drugged up (side effects etc ) The serokill that doctor prescribed for me didn’t “work” __________________ |
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