[cryingontheinside]

So I did something wrong a couple of weeks ago. I didn't mean to but I just couldn't stop myself . I was feeling very fragile and depressed like I still am . I told my teenage daughter that I don't like being alive . The was totally the wrong thing to do I know that but it just slipped out .
So my mum told me today that my daughter doesn't want to come to my flat any more. She said I can visit but I have to go to my mum's house ( that's where my daughter lived ) I completely understand . I know I did the wrong thing . Of course I am sad about the situation

((((((((Cryingontheinside)))))))))

I am so sorry things transpired as they did after you told your daughter that. I think taking personal responsibility for your actions is great. But please be gentle with yourself too.

[Fuzzybear]

((((((((( Cryingontheinside ))))))))

I’m so sorry this has happened. I agree with starrysky, it’s good that you’re taking personal responsibility for your actions (and this is something some who .. maybe should know “better” often don’t do..) but please be especially gentle with yourself. I’m thinking of you and I admire your love for your daughters (from someone.. whose parents (with all their “privileges” and “high?” self esteem?) weren’t that “great” at loving.. the greatest gift you can give anyone)

[marvin_pa]

Just echoing starry & fuzzy's thoughts. When she's older, your daughter will likely understand why you said that, but the teens can be a confusing period for many kids.