[madandsad]

What to do when you've had enough?Married to a woman who has no need for me,who once said a "hired hand" would be better around here.A grown son who's only interested in seeing me if I visit them.Sister lives an hour away,never visits.Parents are both dead.Zero friends.I've fought depression forever,then added Avoident Personality Disorder to the mix.Ready to just go through motions and ride out life.

[nowheretorun]

don't feel so all alone... at times we all must re-create who we are, evaluate who we've been, re-set the paramaters, re-focus our aim... so we can reach the mark we cry out for, achieve the gift of our own soul and use that gift as it was intended.. as a beautiful vision for all to experience...