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Old May 08, 2018, 09:01 AM
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"Tear stained rags all over my floor, I don't know if I can do this anymore. You'll be fine without me, you'll be fine without me." - 6 Dogs, 'Flossing'.

Quote kind of says it all....

I don't know what else to say. No matter if I'm sober, high or drunk.. I always feel this. Repeating over and over again until it engulfs my entire being. I can't keep doing this and help won't come. Maybe, for everyone's sake, I should rid them of me for good. In the long run, they'll be better for it.
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Old May 08, 2018, 09:10 AM
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I just had to calm my friend from a panic attack. I'm not gonna lie, it triggered something in me. My head's loud and crowded. And I think I could be hallucinating. I'm not too sure. I went to the doctor yesterday, maybe they entered something into my blood stream and it's causing all of this. ****... there's so much going on. My head really hurts at this point. My anxiety is getting really bad. And I can't tell if I'm being paranoid or something right now. What if I'm just some sick **** scientists experiment? Why are they putting me through this? What did I do? Whatever it is, I'm sorry.
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Old May 09, 2018, 11:26 AM
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Well, this thread is embarrassing. I'm sorry I posted this.

It might not be useless, though. At least now I can see the effect of not sleeping for three days. I thought it was bad even with sleep, apparently it can get a lot worse.

I always have stuff like this going on, but it became way too much way too fast without sleep. Not sleeping wasn't intentional, it just sort of happened as a result of how stressed I've been, I guess.
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