[Humpty Dumpty]

Maybe i am weird and am just not like most people. (The more I see the more I think this.) I don't understand the concept of calling someone/seeking help when I feel suicidal. If I don't want to die then there is no need for me to ask for help, unless I already did something & regretted it. If I really want to die but just don't have the courage to go through with it then I need someone to help me build up that courage. No one is going to do that though. So what's the point?

I am not mocking anyone for choosing to ask for help. If anyone is being locked it would be me because apparently I'm just not like most people.

[Wild Coyote]

Your "logical self" has written a logical post.

Yet, you are reaching out by posting your post here on PC.

Reach out/contact someone for help if you have even the very slightest misgiving that you should harm yourself.

Your emotional self knows something different from the "logic" and is reaching out.

Please don't harm yourself. Hold on because it can get better!

You are not that different from others. Others also struggle with why to reach out, as well. Many of us are in the same, or a very similar, boat.

We reach out because we have not decided 100% that reaching out is futile. We reach out because no matter our "logic," we are not 100% convinced our lives are over!

So, hang on!
It can get better!

WC