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Old May 13, 2018, 04:20 PM
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Feeling incredibly bad. Very suicidal. Not felt like this for a long time. I really don’t think there is hope for me.. It never gets better
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Old May 13, 2018, 04:23 PM
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I was feeling the same untill recently . It's starting to lift , just a little bit , a small bit of hope and light. Don't give up . We are here for you
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Old May 13, 2018, 04:26 PM
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I was feeling the same untill recently . It's starting to lift , just a little bit , a small bit of hope and light. Don't give up . We are here for you


But its always there for me. Cant live like this

I really just want to go. All I think about.
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Old May 13, 2018, 04:31 PM
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If your life was different would you feel different ? Is there anything you can change ?
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Old May 14, 2018, 01:59 AM
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Feeling incredibly bad. Very suicidal. Not felt like this for a long time. I really don’t think there is hope for me.. It never gets better
I am sorry things have shifted for the worse.
Nothing is permanent.
Things are apt to shift again.
It can get better!

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Old May 14, 2018, 03:37 AM
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I felt the same way and the doc put me on cymbalta and it has subsided a bit. i am getting scared although because i got up at 2 in the morning tonight with twitches in my leggs and may have to go off of it, but i really do think cymbalta helped in the daytime.
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Old May 14, 2018, 04:39 AM
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I am sorry things have shifted for the worse.
Nothing is permanent.
Things are apt to shift again.
It can get better!

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Thank you. I just I'm stuck in the same place all the time. I remember last summer I was going to the therapist I'm going to now. Some things have happened but overall pretty much the same.

I feel I have so many stressors in my life that can get me down any minute. I really feel like I'm not good at living. I just can't cope. I go one step forward and two back all the time.
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Old May 14, 2018, 04:40 AM
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I felt the same way and the doc put me on cymbalta and it has subsided a bit. i am getting scared although because i got up at 2 in the morning tonight with twitches in my leggs and may have to go off of it, but i really do think cymbalta helped in the daytime.
I've never tried Cymbalta. I got off Venlafaxine not long ago and is not on anything now. I can't face starting on another drug right now.
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Old May 14, 2018, 04:45 AM
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If your life was different would you feel different ? Is there anything you can change ?
I don't know how to change my overall behavioral pattern. I don't know how to do it, I'm stuck. Then when I feel things are ok, something knocks me down (often my family) and I don't have a support network to help me. Each time it's harder to get up again and try. And I become very suicidal.
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Old May 14, 2018, 05:09 AM
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Matbell, You sound depleted/exhausted.
Some meds can help with resilience. When my pdoc first said this to me, I thought he was full of it. He was right though. I did not want to try another med, either, as past meds had been too disappointing.

I am very sorry you are feeling so low.
I hope you can hang in and can find a way through this most challenging time.


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