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Feeling incredibly bad. Very suicidal. Not felt like this for a long time. I really don’t think there is hope for me.. It never gets better
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I was feeling the same untill recently . It's starting to lift , just a little bit , a small bit of hope and light. Don't give up . We are here for you
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But its always there for me. Cant live like this I really just want to go. All I think about.
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If your life was different would you feel different ? Is there anything you can change ?
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"I may be older but I am not wise / I'm still a child's grown-up disguise / and I never can tell you what you want to know / You will find out as you go." (from: "A Nightengale's Lullaby" - Julie Last) |
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Nothing is permanent. Things are apt to shift again. It can get better! ![]() WC
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I felt the same way and the doc put me on cymbalta and it has subsided a bit. i am getting scared although because i got up at 2 in the morning tonight with twitches in my leggs and may have to go off of it, but i really do think cymbalta helped in the daytime.
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I feel I have so many stressors in my life that can get me down any minute. I really feel like I'm not good at living. I just can't cope. I go one step forward and two back all the time.
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I've never tried Cymbalta. I got off Venlafaxine not long ago and is not on anything now. I can't face starting on another drug right now.
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I don't know how to change my overall behavioral pattern. I don't know how to do it, I'm stuck. Then when I feel things are ok, something knocks me down (often my family) and I don't have a support network to help me. Each time it's harder to get up again and try. And I become very suicidal.
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Matbell, You sound depleted/exhausted.
![]() Some meds can help with resilience. When my pdoc first said this to me, I thought he was full of it. He was right though. I did not want to try another med, either, as past meds had been too disappointing. I am very sorry you are feeling so low. ![]() I hope you can hang in and can find a way through this most challenging time. ![]() WC
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