[yogurtssss]

I remember the time I was hospitalized and the kids were bullying me.

omg i'm crying .. umm

[sandkitcat]

That's terrible hon....I understand bullying, I suffered it a lot growing up. It's really awful for it to happen in a place where you are trying to get better....it's so sad and awful that it happens. The day before I left, one girl began to bully me but also be friends with me at the same time (it was very strange), but nonetheless, she made me cry.

Did anything good come out of your hospital stay? Were you able to figure anything out or get on a good med combo? Why do you feel so alone right now, hon? Just thinking about stuff or?

[yogurtssss]

Originally Posted by sandkitcat

That's terrible hon....I understand bullying, I suffered it a lot growing up. It's really awful for it to happen in a place where you are trying to get better....it's so sad and awful that it happens. The day before I left, one girl began to bully me but also be friends with me at the same time (it was very strange), but nonetheless, she made me cry.

Did anything good come out of your hospital stay? Were you able to figure anything out or get on a good med combo? Why do you feel so alone right now, hon? Just thinking about stuff or?

i guess when i found a book i really liked there

i didn't really figure anything out i just pretended i was ok and then they let me out

this memory makes me feel like i'm separated from society
idk how to put it

[CoryAR]

I was bullied a lot through school. I was very shy at the time, so that essentially attracted bullies to me. I try not to think of people that have bullied, picked on, or was just plain rude to me throughout my life, but I seem to ponder it a lot because I think it’s a problem with me, when in reality it’s rarely about you and it’s the culprits problem. People are egotistical and will do whatever is in their power to make themselves look good, they’re insecure too. Bullying is pretty much releasing your emotions and feelings onto others whether through verbal or physical means, an emotionally mature person likely wouldn’t bully others. There’s always a much bigger picture to why people are bullies and there’s always two sides to every story. Perspective may help ease your pain, but in the same sense I don’t think you can let people treat you like a rag doll and you need to learn to stand up for yourself, seek authorities if it continues, and always remember to keep toxic people out of your life. They are not healthy for your mentality.

[sandkitcat]

Originally Posted by yogurtssss

i guess when i found a book i really liked there

i didn't really figure anything out i just pretended i was ok and then they let me out

this memory makes me feel like i'm separated from society
idk how to put it

Well, that's something at least! When you think of the hospital, try to think about that cool book instead of the people that were mean to you- although I know that can be hard.

Remember that you're not separated though; there are lots of people just like you, and that's what this community is here for. You shouldn't have to feel alone! But I do understand how you feel. I feel alone a lot sometimes. My symptoms and things I deal with not a lot of people do- at least, not people around me. But I hope I can find others who share in my situations; or at least will listen to them. And I'm positive you are not alone. c:

I agree with CoryAR 100%.

Just remember that the bullies aren't people that you will continue to have in your life, and if there is someone who bullies you in your life that is toxic, cut them out.