[introspectiveme]

It just occurred to me that I tell people to hold on and keep going, there’s so much to live for and the usual stuff

But inside, I’m a hopeless individual. People have been pushing me away recently, I don’t know what’s wrong.

I most definitely don’t want to live but I don’t want to end it cause it will leave others hurt and it’s been drilled into me that ending it is what a weak person will do

I intend to keep living but I feel like such a hypocrite. When I give people advice they are like “wow, you have mastered life haven’t you”

No, I am only repeating things that work for me, that I’ve heard from other people

I am so badly hurt right now, I’ve always had a problem with people. Bullied as a kid, betrayed and backstabbed as an adult

I have never hurt anyone and would never do so, but why aren’t people nicer to each other? There are so many of us in pain

[Skeezyks]

Well... since I'm not a particularly nice person myself... I'm not really qualified to say why people aren't nicer to one another. As I once heard a character in a TV show say, many years ago: " Life has dealt harshly with me & I tend to deal harshly with it." But I do hope that, in some way, you will be able to find a path to deep peace within...

[Fuzzybear]

[introspectiveme]

Originally Posted by Skeezyks

Well... since I'm not a particularly nice person myself... I'm not really qualified to say why people aren't nicer to one another. As I once heard a character in a TV show say, many years ago: " Life has dealt harshly with me & I tend to deal harshly with it." But I do hope that, in some way, you will be able to find a path to deep peace within...

You're a nice person on PC