[MatBell]

Day is over soon thank God

[Rose76]

Originally Posted by Heartlight

The media tells you to ask for help. I asked and got screwed. The media doesn't tell you about that.

No they don't. They may not even realize that one doesn't always get a supportive response. I'm sorry you reached out and had a bad experience.m

[-Astral-]

low just found out my aa sponsor is quiting aa i just hope to god she dont start drinking again

[Rose76]

Ate too much. Feel sick.

[will19]

Today was extremely slow at work. I had a meeting at noon that I dreaded but it went alright. Though it seemed like I wouldn't have been needed for it. The weekend's here now and got a lot to do for tomorrow. Nothing social lined up.

[Rose76]

I feel sick, nauseated.

I wish I could get a break from caregiving.

[88Butterfly88]

Very depressed today.

[Rose76]

Still nauseated.

I have housework to catch up on, but I'm waiting for the nausea to go away. I think I need medical help.

[will19]

It's been a very busy day today, just non-stop going. It seemed like the money was going very fast. I went to my friend's house to get some things from him that I need for my trip in two weeks. Next weekend I've got to get going on preparing for my trip.

[Rose76]

My fingernails are overgrown and ragged to go along with my generally unkempt appearance. The apartmeny needs some serious attention. I have to shove stuff over on the bed to make room for me to get in.

But I started cleaning this eve. I think I'll still be on a roll when I wake up. I'll redeem myself when I get up.

My guy and I got along okay today. We had a good supper.

[lilacsnow]

Hi, hope its okay to join here. Feeling depressed, only with medication I don't feel it as such so much as stop functioning at home and I realise that I haven't been keeping up with the cleaning and tidying. Also comfort eating increases. Idk, maybe I'm feeling angry or upset about something.

[will19]

I went out last night, walking around. I do that once in a while. I'm having anxiety this morning. I woke thinking that in two weeks from now, I'll be waking up in a different place.

I have anxiety for a few reasons this morning. First of all, as I turn off the faucet on my bathroom sink I'm hearing a slight bang. It sounds like it's behind the wall. I just noticed it this morning. I think that it happened yesterday but not much. And I spent some time shopping and spending money to get things for my trip. I couldn't get everything I wanted. Well, there's still next weekend before the trip.

Also I was overhearing my downstairs neighbor talking to a couple of guys next door at a church. Yes, there is a church that's literally next door to me. She was upset with them with the way they managing their parking lot. That woman downstairs from me has a lot to complain about. I think that she's a chronic complainer. I wish that she and her husband would leave.

Can't sleep lately. Worried about where to live soon. Being angry over stupid things and then I feel worse. I need to change but I doubt that I will. I want off the meds, but I guess this is why my mood is messed up.

I lost the morning (time loss), came round in a lot of cronic pain

did a few basic things (tv, music, etc), but I'm really hurting so don't want to do much.

relaxing would be nice, but hell.. I can't do that

stupid body signals..

[regretful]

What makes matters worse is the inevitable blow-outs with my wife - I'm sure she's tired of my depression - I just don't like to hear about it.

[will19]

Back to work and it wasn't too busy. A very gloomy day today. For some strange reason I got thinking negative thoughts for most of the day. I felt very depressed when I got up this morning. I don't know why. I feel very comfortable at my job.

I worked out after work and it went well.

yesterday wasn't good.

lost the morning to time loss, spent a lot of the afternoon in cronic pain and was just upset/ depressed about everything

after another night with no sleep... (surprise surprise)

anxiety is high- mood is, so so I guess, overeating is terrible, pain is... I guess manageable but could be better, and I'm not really up to much

I'm starting to feel a bit better and sleep a bit more. My antidepressant and anxiety pill are half the dose now, I feel good about that. I'm already taking lots of pills for other health reasons, and I'm pretty sure my antidepressant affects my blood sugar and makes my eyesight blurry. Hugs to the rest of you guys who are depressed and struggling.

[twistypringle98]

I am feeling so much better than I have in 26 years even though I don't know why that happened. Like Depekote just hit or something. My anti-anxiety flushed out those old things about why I couldn't get over some things too, and now I just feel better.

this morning I spent a good majority of the morning listening to one hit wonders and catchy songs.

in a musical kind of mood

that said, it is very hot outside, and the hot weather messes with my depression so bad- today would have probably been a good day if it wasn't for the weather