ughh whats the point

i hate myself

I can't tell you what the point is, but I know very much what it's like to hate myself. I'm sorry you feel that kind of pain.

Sorry you are feeling this way.

The universe would be incomplete without you yogurtssss. We are all worthy don't let your ego sabotage all the wonderful things there are about you. Believe you can manage one small thing, for example a nice hug to yourself or a kind thing to say about you.

I understand how you are feeling.

eh.. is it really? Like am i really worthy? Because I've been such a trash person.

If I start to be more positive. It would only make it worse because I will feel guilty about it. I think I'm doing something good when I feel like this. Like the universe isn't angry at me. I don't know this is just how I think.

You are truly worthy. Think of a small child. They behave by doing something that is not acceptable to our human world. I.e. they hit out at another child. The child is not bad, they are young and learning.

We all make mistakes, it you really did something wrong, say sorry, take responsibilty and move forward knowing you may make more mistakes (thats what humans do)

The person you have been (maybe there are reasons? Or Not?) is not who you have to be. Don't be too hard on yourself as I too am a little ashamed when I have a meltdown. Any human would have a meltdown if they too had had trauma that overwhelmed them.

So YES, YES and YES you are worthy. Placed into the universe by a series of chance meeting of every human and lifeform that went before you. Just what were the chances that you and the rest of us were even born.

I get it but I still feel guilty. I'm trying to act better but I hate being this person so much.

I can't get this out of my head.

If you feel guilty that shows your are a good person. And you are trying you're hardest to be the person you want to be....

Focus on what you want not what mistakes you have made. We have all made mistakes in life even those who can't admit to them.

I honestly can't do this anymore.

I get it ....I really do. It's so much easier to build someone else up than believe you're worthy. BUT.....you really ARE. Everything would be different if you weren't around. All people are worthy, of acceptance, love, compassion. I hope , one day, you can believe you are important in the world.

Baby steps, one small step at a time,

I believe you can.

This page may help you with abandonment depression

Pete Walker, M.A. Psychotherapy

Big hug yogurtssss

Why not get angry at whatever fate caused this? Guilt is just anger turned inward. Try making that anger into indignation instead.

Is this your cat yogurtssss?



You dressed it as a lion? So cute

I'll try

No but I wish :3

Do you have a cat?

No I don't

Pets can be very therapeutic....
Even plants or fish.
Are you feeling any better?

Not really but I'm trying to get over it.