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i've just been feeling so bored and despondent over the past few days...i'm on summer vacation from university atm and even though i'm working and doing lots of different things i just feel like everything is the same old crap and i'm bored out of my brains. and next year is my final year and i'm so scared b/c then i'll hafta go get a job and all that stuff and i'm sooo scared that no one will ever employ me even tho that's illogical i know, but it doesn't stop me thinking it. and i;m unsure about what i wanna do and where i wanna live and at some point early next year i'm gonna hafta start making some decisions and i'm scared. and i wish i'd gotten work for the summer that didn't allow me to work from home, b/c it's making me rather unproductive. so yeah...i'm kinda bored and stressed...
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sounds familiar... when i was in college racking up huge debt i kept trying to imagine what the future job would be, what would my life be, doing all that work and worrying that it wouldn't pay off..
sometimes i think life turns out some ways we never imagined... i know i never thought it'd be the way it is.. and despite all my complaining and moaning, it isn't the worst i imagined... in fact, there's very beautiful times... we plan and map our lives like an appointment book.. even the best schedulers know to be flexible... you try to guide this way or that and in the winds of life the ship may change its course... sometimes you may fear a total capsize... i've always loved the old ocean going movies... where the sailors fight the storm, hanging onto the wheel in the fiercest conditions... throwing the mast, dodging lightening and waves... my favorite part is when they pull into port with smiles on their face.. weathered, worn, dirty... to begin it all again next time... hang in there, ok? |
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![]() ![]() hugs to you both from a weather beaten person ![]() Jin xxx |
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I'm sorry that you are feeling down. Can you put on some sunscreen and go to the beach? I always like to go to the zoo to distract myself.
I know that doesn't solve anything, but it may give you a few moments of peace. ![]() |
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