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Old Jul 31, 2018, 07:25 PM
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About anything...I'm tired of fighting for everything we need. I'm depleted. I can't even cry.
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Old Jul 31, 2018, 08:46 PM
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I hope things get much better for you soon. It is difficult to fight for everything.
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Old Jul 31, 2018, 09:53 PM
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My T just called me. I always have to lie so he won't be reactive. I don't know what the hell I want.
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Old Jul 31, 2018, 10:08 PM
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I'm so sorry things are so tough. I hope they get better.
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Old Aug 01, 2018, 02:32 AM
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Old Aug 01, 2018, 04:54 AM
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About anything...I'm tired of fighting for everything we need. I'm depleted. I can't even cry.
Yup. That's depression.
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Old Aug 03, 2018, 12:18 AM
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It takes too much energy to care. Not caring is actually kind of freeing .I've struggled and fought for what we needed and worried to the point of panic so many times. I'm burnt out. Now I feel that life is just spinning around me and I have nothing at all to do with it. Maybe I'm a ghost.
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Old Aug 03, 2018, 06:01 AM
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It takes too much energy to care. Not caring is actually kind of freeing .I've struggled and fought for what we needed and worried to the point of panic so many times. I'm burnt out. Now I feel that life is just spinning around me and I have nothing at all to do with it. Maybe I'm a ghost.
Very eloquently put. Thank you I can really identify with your words.

Sometimes the we need time out. You will be back as it will pass.

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Old Aug 03, 2018, 11:54 AM
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Not caring kind of releases you from the expectations and takes away that seemingly endless pressure. That is how it feels for me when I get burned out like that and need to regroup.

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