[yogurtssss]

i'm not gonna commit suicide but......... :/

this is a lot

so can a car just hit me please

like just make me never wake up

thanks

i also i read stuff about the bible that made me upset it was just the cherry on top on this episode

thanks god

[ShadowGX]

Ick, the bible is a pretty depressing book to be reading... I'm sorry you're feeling all these things you post about. I wish I knew what to say to help, but I don't unfortunately. I hope you can find some peace some day in some way.

[captaineo]

Are there any good suicide jokes?. I would like to talk about it because I can’t hide the feeling that either, but may be in a fun way? Or is that me being crazy thinking and typing out loud?

[Thirty shades]

Yogurtssss, I hear you. You don't want to suffer anymore. Your mood is driving these thoughts. Allow yourself some time and try to think what may have triggered this mood.

I too felt this way and in the last few hours it is starting to lift slightly. The feelings will pass.

Big hugs to you

[Sunflower123]

I’m sorry you are having a tough time and I hope you feel better soon.

(((((HUGS)))))

[Fuzzybear]

[mote.of.soul]

Yoghurtssss I hope you feel better soon

[yogurtssss]

Originally Posted by Thirty shades

Yogurtssss, I hear you. You don't want to suffer anymore. Your mood is driving these thoughts. Allow yourself some time and try to think what may have triggered this mood.

I too felt this way and in the last few hours it is starting to lift slightly. The feelings will pass.

Big hugs to you

It's the guilt , the bible , and pretty much everything is bothering me. I gonna go crazy because my thoughts are racing and I feel like a bad person. Everything doesn't feel real and I hate everything because of bad people. The bible makes me feel worst about it. I feel God is not noticing me. Is he not noticing me because I'm sinful??? I asked for Jesus too ughh

I really want to die but I'm too scared.

Sorry I putting my frustration on you..

[MtnTime2896]

I'm not doing so good myself today. I'm trying to distract myself from it.

What do you do to help distract yourself? Do you do any activities that help you clear your mind of everything?

[yogurtssss]

Originally Posted by Só leigheas

I'm not doing so good myself today. I'm trying to distract myself from it.

What do you do to help distract yourself? Do you do any activities that help you clear your mind of everything?

I tried to distract myself by watching TV shows and movies. But, it just doesn't help. I feel guilty and having an existential crisis.

[MtnTime2896]

Originally Posted by yogurtssss

I tried to distract myself by watching TV shows and movies. But, it just doesn't help. I feel guilty and having an existential crisis.

I understand that on a level. My existence causes me guilt.

TV and movies can help me, but more than anything reading helps (if I can manage to focus). Do you like reading, and if so, what's your favorite book? I'm always looking for a new read.

[Thirty shades]

Originally Posted by yogurtssss

I tried to distract myself by watching TV shows and movies. But, it just doesn't help. I feel guilty and having an existential crisis.

I know what you mean. Sometimes the pain gets too much and all we can do is retreat. Nothing helps and trying to take a step forward causes more pain. It's like you're not ready to take part in life.

All I can do is just curl up and feel the pain and hope it lessens in time.

I am the sort of person who loves to pick herself up and this causes me guilt and frustration. I am learning self care and at those times maybe its okay to have time out.

[yogurtssss]

i really can't do this anymore

[MtnTime2896]

Originally Posted by yogurtssss

i really can't do this anymore

Want to talk more about it?