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Old Aug 06, 2018, 12:53 PM
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"I don't care at all,
That's my biggest fault
Ignoring every text
Ignoring every call
All I do is run
All I do is hide
Frightened by the world
So I stay inside
At night forever"

-Shinigami, 'Luna'.

This something I've been meaning to send to my friends for a few days. Just so they'd understand, or at least hear me out that I'm just... I don't know what I am. I know I can't accept myself like this. How can I ask anyone else to?

I hate me.

"I'll just sit in silence, tears fall from my eyelids"
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Old Aug 06, 2018, 01:08 PM
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Old Aug 06, 2018, 01:36 PM
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I don't hate you Só leigheas.

You are amongst friends
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Old Aug 06, 2018, 02:06 PM
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I'm just so tired of being like this. I can't hardly leave my house, again. I feel like people are messing with my brain and the demons are back. Yes, it could all be in my head, but what if it's not? What if I'm just destined to hurt people?

How am I even worth someone's time and air?
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Old Aug 06, 2018, 02:14 PM
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I'm just so tired of being like this. I can't hardly leave my house, again. I feel like people are messing with my brain and the demons are back. Yes, it could all be in my head, but what if it's not? What if I'm just destined to hurt people?

How am I even worth someone's time and air?
I'm sorry you are feeling so bad. Depression can really mess with us and tell us all sorts of things that aren't true like hurting people or not being worth someone's time. Those things aren't true. Depression just makes it feel like it is. You are worth someone's time and air. You are worth so much! You are priceless! I wish I had a magic wand so I could just push presto and make you feel better. Hang in there. One moment at a time. Hugs if you want them.
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Old Aug 07, 2018, 12:18 AM
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Always Be Nothing (((((Só leigheas)))))Always Be Nothing

A friend told me to focus on self-love and accept myself as I am. Thinking in this manner helped me.
I agree with what SlumberKitty said -"depression can really mess with us and tell us all sorts of things that aren't true like hurting people or not being worth someone's time. Those things aren't true."
Currently I can't get out of the house too. The voices can be awful but with time they will bother you less and less and go away as the meds start to take effect.
Please hang in there and don't lose hope. Take one moment at a time.
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