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Old Aug 06, 2018, 04:29 PM
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I feel that I could shatter very easily. I felt wrung out after T today. I screwed up my P doc appointment. Not a good day.
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Old Aug 06, 2018, 05:31 PM
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How'd you mess up?
My t usually leaves me exhausted. I'm always nervous going to see him, which is tomorrow and thinking about it right now gave me a little vomit in my mouth
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Old Aug 06, 2018, 06:11 PM
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Sorry you are feeling fragile and wrung out. T appointments can be difficult. I know sometimes I just have to come home and climb under the covers and block everything out for a while. Can you do something nice for yourself? Take care okayHugs if you want them
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Old Aug 06, 2018, 11:14 PM
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How'd you mess up?
My t usually leaves me exhausted. I'm always nervous going to see him, which is tomorrow and thinking about it right now gave me a little vomit in my mouth
P doc seems agravated by me lately and I went to see her today intead of next week. My T is wonderful, but talking too much brings up things I don't want to think about. I hope you can stop worrying about seeing your T tomorrow.
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Old Aug 06, 2018, 11:15 PM
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Sorry you are feeling fragile and wrung out. T appointments can be difficult. I know sometimes I just have to come home and climb under the covers and block everything out for a while. Can you do something nice for yourself? Take care okayHugs if you want them
I did climb under the covers in the air conditioning. It helped a bit. Thank you .
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Old Aug 07, 2018, 03:25 AM
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P doc seems agravated by me lately and I went to see her today intead of next week. My T is wonderful, but talking too much brings up things I don't want to think about. I hope you can stop worrying about seeing your T tomorrow.
My pdoc is agitated about some of my terrible decision making over the last couple months but cares about me anyway. Therapist makes me cry because I need to deal with the things that are painful and I feel like I cry enough already. I'm so nervous I can't even sleep tonight
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Old Aug 07, 2018, 05:03 PM
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Old Aug 07, 2018, 05:21 PM
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Old Aug 08, 2018, 06:29 AM
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Millions of hugs to you Clla lilly (each hug in this post means one million hugs)

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Old Aug 09, 2018, 09:18 PM
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Any time I feel slighted in any way, I get sui. I remember times in the past when

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 it's amazing I didn't die from the neglect of parents and the T I had at the time.
I should have taken the hint. How stupid was I???

I screwed up the trigger code again......
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Old Aug 15, 2018, 08:31 PM
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I found out for sure just how hated I was from the birth family. they're dead now except for a sibling. They've been trying to financially screw me over. the lies and deceit are breaking me. I've been accused of horrible things; I can't fight the lies any more. All I wanted was to be accepted.
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