[jollybutdepressed]

Depression sucks big time!! Don't you agree? Little things can trigger your depression when you least expect it. Just like today, I was just bring my niece home and a simple billboard brought all my negative feelings, all my bad feelings, and I was on the verge of tears but then I didn't want to cry, especially in front of my nieces. I came here in hopes of talking with someone, but then I was in chat, and I couldn't even stay because I feel that what I feel is completely useless or unworthy compared to what others are feeling, so why bother. I still think people would be better off without me, so maybe I should just be gone. Sorry for bothering you, whomever reads this post.

[Thirty shades]

Yes Depression sucks big time. The triggers are what prevent us from recovering.

You are worthy jollybutdepressed, you can't feel it because of your health. I hate too that just when you need things to go well, you end up messing up and feeling useless.

The world would be incomplete without you jollybutdepressed.

[Fuzzybear]

[Calla lily12]

Please don't leave. I think you'll like it here.

[Sunflower123]

Originally Posted by jollybutdepressed

Depression sucks big time!! Don't you agree? Little things can trigger your depression when you least expect it. Just like today, I was just bring my niece home and a simple billboard brought all my negative feelings, all my bad feelings, and I was on the verge of tears but then I didn't want to cry, especially in front of my nieces. I came here in hopes of talking with someone, but then I was in chat, and I couldn't even stay because I feel that what I feel is completely useless or unworthy compared to what others are feeling, so why bother. I still think people would be better off without me, so maybe I should just be gone. Sorry for bothering you, whomever reads this post.

You put into words what I’ve been feeling all day. I think it’s getting better and then I get triggered out of nowhere and stumble and fall. I appreciate your post and you. I hope you feel better soon.

(((((jollybutdepressed)))))

[jollybutdepressed]

Thank you everyone for the kind words! Truly appreciated!!

[jollybutdepressed]

Originally Posted by Thirty shades

You are worthy jollybutdepressed, you can't feel it because of your health. I hate too that just when you need things to go well, you end up messing up and feeling useless.

The world would be incomplete without you jollybutdepressed.

Thank you very much, Thirty shades! Love the name btw . Thanks for saying that the world would be incomplete, even if I feel the opposite

[Thirty shades]

Originally Posted by jollybutdepressed

Thank you very much, Thirty shades! Love the name btw . Thanks for saying that the world would be incomplete, even if I feel the opposite

It really is true, its hard for us to know the truth sometimes.

We are all worth it here.