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I don’t like life
![]() Too many scary horrible things ![]() I wish I could be gone ![]() ![]() I suppose I “deserved” all that abuse ![]() They all hated me ![]() I must be horrible ![]() And they would abuse me again those “professionals” ![]() They are scary bad ![]() And if you tell me I’m “wrong” I’ll freakin bite you ![]() ![]() ![]()
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#2
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(((((Fuzzybear)))))
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#3
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![]() Just stop whining and go away ![]() Nobody cares about you.. get it? ![]() Thanks to all those Successful abusers for ramming that message down my throat. ![]() Why would anyone “care” about me... I’ve only ever been “useful” to dispense hugs.
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I am not “allowed” to say how I feel, but others are..
I really wish I could be done.. but I don’t have the freakin magic means that some appear to have I’m a horrible person so deserve every awful thing that’s ever happened to me.. yeah right. ![]()
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You are not horrible.
![]() But my words are powerless. They and their hate etched "horrible" on your soul in order that you feel so long after they faded. ![]() ![]() ![]()
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Aaw, lovely Fuzzy. Hang in there please, you're doing so well to make it this far. Do not give in. These thoughts, these messages planted in you will evaporate in time, I do believe that. Stay strong dear Fuzzy and keep weathering the storm as the world needs a Fuzzybear.
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This little star in the night sky... hated by so many abusers...
You know what, I freakin hate them too. **** them .. all of them ![]() How dare they violate me. I HATE THEM ![]() They would just love it if I freakin .. (Edited) ![]() ![]() (Not about anyone here)
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Fuzzybear don't believe that crap your abusers told you. They deserve your hate so don't feel bad about that either. You are capable of giving love and receiving love in the very best of ways.
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True happiness comes not when we get rid of all our problems, but when we change our relationship to them, when we see our problems as a potential source of awakening, opportunities to practice patience and learn.~Richard Carlson |
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I don't want to poke the bear but...….
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You have us now, dear Fuzzy
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Aww Fuzzy Bear (((HUGS))) I'm sorry you are feeling so bad. Hang in there.
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Thank you dear people
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Once you are real, you can't become unreal again. It lasts for always.... |
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I don't like life either. For me too there are too many scary horrible things...but I want to live...I want to be happy again. i wish, I hope and I pray every day for happiness. There's something I wanted your opinion on. When I complained to my pdoc that I feel too tired and low on energy for my age, I would like to be able to study again and be energetic enough to do more housework, he told me .... isn't it good that you are able to be alive and come to visit me and keep your appointment? Would it be good if you weren't able to do even that? He also told me ... if a cripple wants to run smoothly on a rough road, will he/she be able to do it? So be happy with what you have got. I couldn't understand if he was mean to me or trying to be supportive. But I guess his advice wasn't very encouraging. What do you all think? Last edited by Anonymous44144; Aug 21, 2018 at 05:27 AM. |
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No, I don’t think he was encouraging
![]() Beyond that I can’t comment as former pdoc said there was “no point” in seeing him for more than 15 minutes every 3 months. And I can’t take meds. So they BLAME ME I’m seriously considering talking to some doctors in some other country who have EARS ![]() I CAN’T TAKE MEDS ![]() ((((((( Desiree )))))))
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Why does life SUCK so much
NOTHING is funny about all the injustices and cruelties and downright scary things in life ![]()
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