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Aug 22, 2018, 01:53 PM
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He left when I was 5.
I wasn’t freakin “good enough” even then. Just a little girl.. not “worth” staying for... not even worth The Truth. And they blame me for being “weak” because I have Depression and want to die  But the part of me that is “strong” keeps me alive, somehow I’m old. And once, maybe twice, I “lied” about my age. (Long ago. I usually simply refuse to answer). I never trusted anyone fully apart from papa bear. Although in the last couple of years I’ve finally learnt who to trust with what and how to say NO. Maybe that’s why I Should be Punished All My Life Why does it always rain on me Was it because I lied when I was 17?  And. Horror. Shame. I got the sack from a horrible job when I was 17. I’m the Biggest and Stupidest Failure in the World. The “doctor” agreed with the Unit on that  Waiting tables She sighs ,.... there must be more than this” “She learnt a lot about people. More than she ever wanted to know”  
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Aug 22, 2018, 01:58 PM
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You are worth staying for, Fuzzy, you deserve to be happy and feel loved, we love Fuzzybears
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#3
Aug 22, 2018, 02:21 PM
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Aaw, it's not your fault Fuzzy, none of this is, believe me. All the rejections and criticisms and abuses going all the way back to when you were little, are all the shortcomings of others, unfortunately. Please don't punish yourself. It's others negativities that were heaped on us, that made us feel unworthy and less than - keep letting it go, letting it go, letting it go. It's illusions. But it's the challenge of our lives, yes. I'm glad you've learned how to say 'no' too. That's a big step Fuzzy Paws.
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Aug 22, 2018, 02:54 PM
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Group hug:: group hug:: I'm sorry for everything you have been through .
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Aug 22, 2018, 03:38 PM
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 Quote:
A poisonous inheritance. You are strong to have borne the weight of that inheritance. Visible chains are much easier to break than invisible. ((((((( )))))))
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