I managed to get to the fun fair tonight like I said I'd do

the reason I wanted to go?

is so that I could tick something off my bucket list (that thing being to ride a ride)

but...

I am too fat for the rides at the funfair

their, I said it. I am too fat for the funfair rides

plus, to add insult to injury, I didn't win any sweets, and I didn't win a teddy.

I went to all that effert (I was really anxious and built myself up), for absolutely **** all

I feel like I failed

big fat failure

[marvin_pa]

But you were brave & strong enough to get over the anxiety & make the journey to the ride - so still a victory.

[cryingontheinside]

Proud of you for pushing through that barrier of self doubt and getting yourself there . Sorry that you was unable to go on the rides . Was there anything good about being there ? Even the music or the fact you made it there ?
What else do you have on your bucket list ? I would love to do a bucket list too but I have along way to go since I struggle really badly to leave my home .

[Fuzzybear]

You were brave to go to the fun fair

Not a failure imo

Maybe buy some sweets or a teddy as a reward for going to the funfair... and I don’t think a bear would be able to sit on the rides

You are not a failure and I personally dont care for the word fat. Body type is not something you need to shame yourself about. I know the most beautiful people of all shapes and sizes. Big hugs. You did something out of your comfort zone. Be proud.

Originally Posted by cryingontheinside

Proud of you for pushing through that barrier of self doubt and getting yourself there . Sorry that you was unable to go on the rides . Was there anything good about being there ? Even the music or the fact you made it there ?
What else do you have on your bucket list ? I would love to do a bucket list too but I have along way to go since I struggle really badly to leave my home .

feeding the ducks (probably will never happen)

go to the beach (but I don't live near a beach)
milk a cow (where the hell am I going to find a milk cow?)
and meet ant and dec (as if?)

oh and see a parade, but like that's going to happen either.

I guess the best part about being their is that one of the rides played a song that my therapistt used to play for me at the end of our sessions

for a brief moment it braught back happy memories

Originally Posted by raging vortex

I managed to get to the fun fair tonight like I said I'd do

the reason I wanted to go?

is so that I could tick something off my bucket list (that thing being to ride a ride)

but...

I am too fat for the rides at the funfair

their, I said it. I am too fat for the funfair rides

plus, to add insult to injury, I didn't win any sweets, and I didn't win a teddy.

I went to all that effert (I was really anxious and built myself up), for absolutely **** all

I feel like I failed

big fat failure

(((((raging vortex)))))
I am fat too and getting fatter bc I am not being able to exercise nowadays. I am craving for chocolate and junk food and it's getting worse every day. Maybe we can comfort each other?

[cryingontheinside]

Originally Posted by raging vortex

feeding the ducks (probably will never happen)

go to the beach (but I don't live near a beach)
milk a cow (where the hell am I going to find a milk cow?)
and meet ant and dec (as if?)

oh and see a parade, but like that's going to happen either.

I guess the best part about being their is that one of the rides played a song that my therapistt used to play for me at the end of our sessions

for a brief moment it braught back happy memories

Do you live alone ? Do you get any support ?

[ptangptang]

Originally Posted by raging vortex

feeding the ducks (probably will never happen)

go to the beach (but I don't live near a beach)
milk a cow (where the hell am I going to find a milk cow?)
and meet ant and dec (as if?)

oh and see a parade, but like that's going to happen either.

I guess the best part about being their is that one of the rides played a song that my therapistt used to play for me at the end of our sessions

for a brief moment it braught back happy memories

First congratulate yourself for going. Second, if you want to, maybe use that as an incentive to lose weight. Your bucket list is easily doable. Ant ( or is it Dec )has had his problems recently, hasn't he. but I guess you might find him down the pub

Originally Posted by cryingontheinside

Do you live alone ? Do you get any support ?

remind me of what support is again

it's been so long I've forgotten

Well guess what, I am fat and I am cool about it. I have seen fatter people getting perfect lives. They get girls, bikes, friends, social support, networking etc. And it doesn't matter whether you're fat or not when it comes to your personality. I do not know your gender, but be cool about it, worrying will not do anything.

[MickeyCheeky]

You didn't fail - give yourself a pat on the back instead. You still went to the rides, I know I would have problems doing that as well