[beauflow]

Questioning if it's just life ... and these diagnoses and disorders just help to rationalize life.

Course on another day I'll be signing a different tune with it's " something more than just life"... maybe even like this is all a death sentence; but not in this moment. Nope, it's life and it's all beautiful in its own ways... maybe not everything, but a lot. Or beautiful outcomes come from those things that aren't beauty.

I question my diagnosis... but then something always comes around to remind me of why these labels are put on me... meh.

But it's life as I know it, and i try to remember "keep trying"... and yeah some may not like me or what they know about me ... but oh well.... again, life and keep trying ...


Though it gets awfully tiring for me ((and others, I know))..

[beauflow]

Blah blah blah ... i'm sorry for takin up space.

[Raindropvampire]

I have the same questions all the time. I'm constantly wondering if it's just me or my reaction to my life or am I really bipolar and have CPTSD and ADD like they tell me.

I'm sorry you felt like you were just taking up space. I don't think anyone here thinks that about you.

[MickeyCheeky]

Keep posting Life can be hard, but we can get through it

[beauflow]

Thank you

I feel like when I first started PC I was more constructive and helpful... but as I time goes on, I am just a babbling person that is just babbling

And as I write this this song comes to my head

[Verse 1]
"It gets old when you talk to the sun
In a tongue understood by no one
Can it be that I hear what he's saying?
Is there a reason why I'm still awake?"
Young the giant

[Fuzzybear]

(((((((( beauflow ))))))))