[xmascarol]

I am feeling so depressed because my best friend cannot stay today.When she left I actually broke down in tears,see she use to sit with me three days a week no more because they gave her Fridays off from work,now today she says she cannot stay.I depend on her I have told her that to she didnt get mad actually she cried.When she is here with me I feel better she takes away my depression and anxieties for a little while,.Now I wont be able to visit with her again until nextWed unless of course she cant stay again, I hate this because o Fridays she was able to stay for three hours no more, we would watch Days together and sometimes movies,I dont know or understand what happens to me why am I crying when she leaves? Part of it is because I am afraid of losing her.She is such a beautiful person. I have been upset ever since she told me she wont be working anymore on Fridays however I did tell her a couple of times that she doesnt haveto work to visit with me she knows but I dont think she will come I mean she never did before. I miss her when she isnt here ,she knows that too.She is the only one who will come and visit with me and when she cant I feel so lonely and depressed,I never realized how loving and caring for someone this much would hurt when she cannot stay.I am so darn lonely,When my mom was still alive at least I could call her now she is gone .I have nobody but my best friend.When I cry I feel stupid.I just cannot help it.

[MickeyCheeky]

I'm sorry that you feel so lonely. I don't think it's totally healthy to be attached to a single person though. Perhaps you can try to make some new friends, if you haven't already? What do you like to do?
Many hugs and I'm sorry you're suffering so badly

[xmascarol]

Originally Posted by MickeyCheeky

I'm sorry that you feel so lonely. I don't think it's totally healthy to be attached to a single person though. Perhaps you can try to make some new friends, if you haven't already? What do you like to do?
Many hugs and I'm sorry you're suffering so badly

hi I do have a couple friends here in elderly housing one elderly lady is anxious and thinks that someone is going to get into her apt.the other woman is nice but she is never home not one u can't trust to keep her mouth shut. I do hate it here because everyone knows your business , I could care less what other tentants do around here.They will tell me anyway.
I do go outside sometimes there are people to talk to but most of the time I am alone.I love to knot and crochet matter of fact I make things for people during Christmas time my friend will bring them to the church for me I also am making things for cancer patients.I dont know what I would ever do it I couldnt knit or crochet anymore ,it makes me feel good that I can help someone stay warm,you know when I do something like that it makes me feel like I am somebody Like I accomplished something,that is a good feeling.