[mulan]

I keep fighting. It may not be visible to others but I am. I am still an avoidant, I can't keep with my homework at therapy, but I am fighting.
My tutor at my residency doesn't like something I do, I am trying to change my thoughts, maybe It doesn't make me a bad person, maybe she doesn't hold the definition of right and wrong.

With dissociation every homework is harder. But I am still here trying to convince myself that is ok and norma to feel bad and embarased, and that I should allow myself to feel.

[Thirty shades]

Life can be a struggle...
You are not a bad person
Not crazy at all
Just hurt and trying hard to meet the challenges you face each day....

That makes you a wonderful person Mulan....

Much love to you

[mote.of.soul]

Good on you mulan, you're a real champion. I have terrible social anxiety as well [probably AvPD actually] so I know where you're coming from.
It is okay to feel certain things but my whole focus is on letting go of these so-called normal okay thoughts and feelings as soon as possible - so they don't poison me too much.

Yes, keep fighting the good fight mulan. You're not a bad person.

[Fuzzybear]

(((((((( Mulan ))))))))
I also have bad social anxiety and possible avpd. You are not a bad person.... I understand….