OKAY, I AM GOING FOR HELP

Hi to everyone. I first would like to thank everyone for the support that you have given me and I truly hope I have not offended anyone with my responses. I have so much anger inside but I take it out on people that do not deserve it. I REALLY APPRECIATE all who has reached out. So; I am going for help!!!!!!!!!! I phoned my dc. He is away until next week, that's what worries me. Just to get through this weekend. I do need help because I can't do this on my own. It took all of you to make me wake up and smell the coffee and see what I have in front of me. My kids; and my future. This is so hard to write, I have tried not to let myself cry and I am losing it right now. But that is good; right? I am nervous but happy that I am thinking things over and taking this step to get better. I owe you all many thanks because you helped me see the big picture.
I love you for it and thank you. You may not realize it; but you saved my life. I just pray to get through these next few days; its going to be a struggle. So if I get really down, don't fret; I made up my mind to get help; I am just scared out of my mind.
Elizabeth.

Good! Congrats on taking the first step. Many more to come and we'll be here to help you.

gab

(((((Elizabeth)))))
I am so proud of you. I was honored to have a chance to talk with you the other day in chat. You are a beautiful person and I am so glad that you found strength to seek out help from others.
Although we helped you through these past few days it has been you who has saved yourself. You are the one who has found the strength to go on.
Please keep on coming here.

Jessica

<font color=blue> You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again. </font color=blue>

yay! I'm so happy you're getting help. You'll be so happy that you did.

Very good itsjustme I am happy you found something that can hopefully be a road to relief from some of this stress.

I can't speak for everyone here but it wouldn't have crossed my mind that any of your responses were offensive in any way... expressing anger is good and we here can usually tell the difference between venting and directed anger and to me the anger and pain I saw was not directed at this board, and I am glad that you found this a comfortable place to vent it and hope you can continue doing so whenever you need to.

>>" I have tried not to let myself cry and I am losing it right now. But that is good; right?"

I know that was a rhetorical question but just for the heck of it, yes, of course it is good!

Please keep us posted on everything happens with as much info as you feel comfortable sharing. And as for next week, we are here all through the weekend so read and post here even if you just need the distraction to get throught he weekend.


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<div class="foot">(Edited by dexter on 07/29/04 07:24 PM.)</div>

Hey everyone, thanks again. (((Dexter)))); what you just said, well it made me feel alot better because I thought that I may have offended you on one of my responses. I am glad that I did not. I know that I will need you guys through this weekend and its great to know that you are all chearing for me and are willing to help me get through this.
Love you all, your beautiful people.
Elizabeth