It will really come one day. It's really dependent on fate, but I'll do everything in my power to make myself a highly independent, social, academically successful and content person.

all our times will come eventually

a quote from the movie now is good comes to mind for some reason:

" how you spend these last few days really matters." (or something like that)

she's saying to tessa just make the most of what she has left

[Fuzzybear]

hugs

Originally Posted by raging vortex

all our times will come eventually

a quote from the movie now is good comes to mind for some reason:

" how you spend these last few days really matters." (or something like that)

she's saying to tessa just make the most of what she has left

But what if it never comes?

And I have got disability, my intelligence is lost, it's plausible I'll never get proper social skills because I did not learn them in my childhood, I may not be able to ever drive.


I am just lying to myself by talking positive.

[Crypts_Of_The_Mind]

Read my quote under my name - it's what gave me purpose for a very long time, maybe it can for you too. ❤

For a long time, I thought about Stephen Hawking's motto - There are no boundaries.

I am not so sure anymore....

[Crypts_Of_The_Mind]

I think there are boundaries .. but I think boundaries are needed to provide structure rather than chaos.

But - life being measured by the moments thar take your breath away .. well those moments come in both the good n bad variety - so, idk about you .. but I have had enough bad to know I wanna see the good too, and so I am just greedy enough to stick.around for those .. and that gives me purpose - to see the happy moments that take my breath away.

Originally Posted by Crypts_Of_The_Mind

I think there are boundaries .. but I think boundaries are needed to provide structure rather than chaos.

But - life being measured by the moments thar take your breath away .. well those moments come in both the good n bad variety - so, idk about you .. but I have had enough bad to know I wanna see the good too, and so I am just greedy enough to stick.around for those .. and that gives me purpose - to see the happy moments that take my breath away.

I am too calculating... it seems.

Thank you for your input.

One thing though - I don't think this is the last time I give up. Something bad happens, I get triggered and I give up. I recover, I try, then something bad happens and then I again get triggered and give up. I don't know how to break out of this vicious cycle.

[Crypts_Of_The_Mind]

Originally Posted by TheLonelyChemist

I am too calculating... it seems.

Thank you for your input.

One thing though - I don't think this is the last time I give up. Something bad happens, I get triggered and I give up. I recover, I try, then something bad happens and then I again get triggered and give up. I don't know how to break out of this vicious cycle.

It's a cycle we all have .. as long as you keep fighting, you've already won! ❤

[MickeyCheeky]

I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, TheLonelyChemist! I completely agree with what Crypts_Of_The_Mind has alreasy wisely said better than I ever could! I'd suggest you to listen to her as much as you can! She always gives such great, wise, wonderful advice to everyone like in this case! Yes, it is hard to break out of a cycle. You're definitely not alone in this and I'm sure many people on PC can relate to you and to what you wrote! Like Crypts_Of_The_Mind has already wisely said, if you keep fighting you've already WON! Just try to remember that you won't feel like this forever and that you'll feel better! Just keep reminding yourself that just because you think of yourself as an unworthy person it doesn't mean it's TRUE! I admire you very much and I'm sure many other people on PC do as well! Please do read what you wrote at the beginning of this thread... it came FROM YOU! I do believe it's absolutely true and I'm sure you believe it as well even if it's deep down and even if you're feeling discouraged at the moment! It WILL pass! Just keep fighting and keep trying your best! That's all we humans can do after all and it's ALWAYS more than enough! PLEASE REMEMBER THAT! Please keep believing in yourself because you're truly an AMAZING, WONDERFUL PERSON! Believe in yourself as much as we all believe in you! Your time WILL come if you just KEEP FIGHTING! Things CAN and WILL get better at some point! I PROMISE YOU THAT!You're a STRONG, WONDERFUL PERSON! PLEASE REMEMBER THAT! I'm so sorry you have to deal with all fo this, TheLonelyChemist!

Originally Posted by Crypts_Of_The_Mind

It's a cycle we all have .. as long as you keep fighting, you've already won! ❤

Thanks Crypts. God bless you.

Originally Posted by MickeyCheeky

I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, TheLonelyChemist! I completely agree with what Crypts_Of_The_Mind has alreasy wisely said better than I ever could! I'd suggest you to listen to her as much as you can! She always gives such great, wise, wonderful advice to everyone like in this case! Yes, it is hard to break out of a cycle. You're definitely not alone in this and I'm sure many people on PC can relate to you and to what you wrote! Like Crypts_Of_The_Mind has already wisely said, if you keep fighting you've already WON! Just try to remember that you won't feel like this forever and that you'll feel better! Just keep reminding yourself that just because you think of yourself as an unworthy person it doesn't mean it's TRUE! I admire you very much and I'm sure many other people on PC do as well! Please do read what you wrote at the beginning of this thread... it came FROM YOU! I do believe it's absolutely true and I'm sure you believe it as well even if it's deep down and even if you're feeling discouraged at the moment! It WILL pass! Just keep fighting and keep trying your best! That's all we humans can do after all and it's ALWAYS more than enough! PLEASE REMEMBER THAT! Please keep believing in yourself because you're truly an AMAZING, WONDERFUL PERSON! Believe in yourself as much as we all believe in you! Your time WILL come if you just KEEP FIGHTING! Things CAN and WILL get better at some point! I PROMISE YOU THAT!You're a STRONG, WONDERFUL PERSON! PLEASE REMEMBER THAT! I'm so sorry you have to deal with all fo this, TheLonelyChemist!

Thank you Mickey for always tirelessly supporting not just me but many people here on PC as well.

You're an amazing and wonderful person as well.

[Crypts_Of_The_Mind]

Originally Posted by TheLonelyChemist

Thanks Crypts. God bless you.

God bless you as well 🙏 and you are very welcome - happy to help ❤