So I'm pretty ****ed at this point.

My best friend is now kind of too busy with her life, work and boyfriend now. And she's actually an amazing person, but i guess i just don't deserve her time. I literally don't have 1 single person who talks to me at this point.

As im writing this post its bed time and I'm literally crying myself to sleep after this, i got heart broken a couple of months back after a 10 year long one sided love.

And i dont even wanna bring in everything that ive been through in the past. I really wish i had a friend, someone who would love talking to me.

Who would..... not leave me

I'm here for you, kudos003, and I hear you! Just feel free to PM me ANYTIME, ok? My inbox is always open! Just feel free to vent and share ANYTHING that's on your mind, ok? WE'RE ALL HERE FOR YOU! THAT'S A PROMISE! Sending many AWESOME, kind, safe, sweet, warm, wise and WONDERFUL HUGS TO YOU, KUDOS003, JUST LIKE YOU ARE!

Kind thoughts and hugs to you

A wise friend once told me that I needed to become 'a rock onto myself' that I was too dependent on others for my emotional needs and happiness. This is not to say one does not need friends or that loneliness is not hard to deal with. Life became so much easier when I was more aware of and thus more in control of my emotions. I wish you well and I hope things turn out better with your friend.