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Old Jun 28, 2019, 08:20 AM
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I cannot find peace today.

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Old Jun 28, 2019, 10:24 PM
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I cannot find peace today.

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((((((( Thirty Shades )))))). I feel for you, dear heart. I am there myself often enough.
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Old Jun 29, 2019, 06:54 AM
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Old Jun 29, 2019, 08:40 AM
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Thank you Mopey and Fuzzybear.

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Old Jul 15, 2019, 02:30 PM
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I’m sending hugs and respect to all in pain.
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Old Jul 18, 2019, 04:08 PM
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I try many things to escape and avoid the pain.

It keeps coming...

I have too much pain trapped inside.

I need to accept me AS IS. Thirty shades is in pain and must live with it.
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Old Sep 26, 2019, 02:28 PM
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Escaping the pain
distracting from the pain
avoiding the pain...

putting up with the pain

love and respect to all who are in pain AS IS

We are so much stronger than 'they' irl can comprehend
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Old Sep 26, 2019, 04:13 PM
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Escaping the pain
distracting from the pain
avoiding the pain...

putting up with the pain

love and respect to all who are in pain AS IS

We are so much stronger than 'they' irl can comprehend
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Old Sep 27, 2019, 06:23 PM
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Yes I get very panicky.

It is all over for me. It can be very devastating, like I don’t know what to do. When I’m worst I always feel a lot of anxiety. That’s almost the worst part of it.
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Old Sep 28, 2019, 09:58 AM
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I describe mine like being trapped in an elavator

it all just builds up and up and up and up (like the passengers getting in), and the door never opens to let them out

10 out of 10 most days

think the best is usually around a 6 or 7
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Old Oct 02, 2019, 03:30 PM
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Old Oct 02, 2019, 04:32 PM
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9 out of 10
Big hugs to you and your snake dear friend

I am 9 out of 10 too.

There are those who like to torture us
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Old Oct 19, 2019, 04:20 PM
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My pain is like a roller coaster lately...

It can be a 3 then shoots up to a 10 and makes me panic....
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Old Oct 19, 2019, 05:02 PM
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Some things are out of my control and I often feel angry and other things are in my control and I can appreciate that. A career change may be needed and it’s up to me to work towards that. Pain is feeling like crying, but you can’t, you’re at work, need to focus and get work done. The tears are often there, but must forge on.

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Old Nov 04, 2019, 01:41 PM
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Ouch.....

The pain is quite acute....

My efforts to conquer seem to be in vain...
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Old Nov 04, 2019, 03:46 PM
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Old Nov 04, 2019, 03:53 PM
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I just keep it all to myself...
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Thinking of you dear Thirty shades

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Describing our pain
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Old Mar 07, 2020, 01:36 PM
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For me it's like a huge, heavy, dark blanket that envelops me, drains my energy, keeps me from doing anything... Any efforts to make it go away just make it worse. Like the Dementors.....
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Old Mar 07, 2020, 03:48 PM
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as if the decision has to be made right now and I am ready to come out of my skin
or never and I pull further into quiet, motionless darkness between these I manage tasks of daily living and ache for places I will never be
words said after my brother's suicide that intrude "...there were just places he couldn't go..."---'places'---thoughts, it is hard to explain how emotional pain is also biochemical --like a switch gets flipped...how shame can kill... and is as needful of relieving as the pain of physical trauma. what you can't see can hurt you.
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Old Mar 09, 2020, 03:45 AM
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The physical effect of the pain when intense steals my ability to think, read and feels like a form of suffocation.....

It takes time to get back to a normal level of low level functioning

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Old Mar 09, 2020, 08:55 AM
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Today I will be satisfied if I can sweep and mop the floor of this room...
It is going to be a warm and sunny day and I should be outside but...
but here I am for now
College radio station on, maybe the kids will get me moving.
I wonder if I will do the next road trip I have planned...
It means buying cat food and setting things up for her...which seems overwhelming right now for no apparent reason
there are geese in the pond
I should look out the window.
later.
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Old Mar 09, 2020, 05:18 PM
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Let’s hear it for that normal low level of functioning. ☹️
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