[zaj4ence]

i'm going deeper and deeper into some dark hole.
i quitted work,moved to a town where i don't know anyone,stopped going out.everything just to calm down and relax.but it's getting worse.
it's strange because i really want to talk to someone,but i can't.
problems just come one after another.and i change more and more.i don't like it.i want just to be the person i used to be.i want s.o. to listen to me withought telling it's all my fault

[nowheretorun]

hi zaj4ence... you can talk to us here... are you seeing a therapist or doctor?

tell us more about it.. a lot of us here have been through tis and are going through it, so dont be afraid..

we all seem to share the "changes" story of not being who we used to be... so you're not alone...

im not exactly who i used to be either... but, ive gotten better... how long have you felt this way?

[1oxbowgirl]

I agree, please talk to us here. Let us help you sort things out. We care about everyone here and try to help each other hang on by holding hands. You are reaching out for help and we have taken your hand. You are safe now. Share your thoughts here and maybe we can help you feel better.

[turquoisesea]

do anything you can to dig out of the hole... if that means posting here gogogo!
And if you can... try to talk to someone. It's not all your fault. It's not like you want this to happen :/

Make youself leave the house. I keep thinking things will get better if I just relax in my room... but that just gives you a chance to remove yourself from the person you used to be *thats just a guess though*