Just so you know I'm not asking for your advice. So respect my damn boundaries. Not that it matters. I'm done living in a world where people aren't very understanding towards your problems. I see other people get understanding and empathy or sympathy for their problems and it makes me angry and jealous that I don't get treated the same way. I feel like I'm being treated differently and unfairly by other people. This feeling of alienation that I feel towards people is too much to deal with. All because of the way I was treated. That's what made me feel this way. I'm talked down to by people and looked down upon and all I'm told is that I'm weak or called a ***** or something and told that I just need to suck it up or toughen up where as other people get understanding for thier issues. I'm not weak for having these problems. Tired of being hurt everytime I open up about something that really hurts me emotionally. It doesn't stop no matter how many times I talk about it beacuse when you're stigmatized with some psychological or mental health issue or just something wrong with you then people just try to fix you instead of understand you. But anyways I'm just gonna be done. I'm deleting this account and then I'm done living life because I don't want to be treated like **** anymore. I don't want to live in this world anymore and people will just have to suck it up and deal with it.

[MickeyCheeky]

I am DEEPLY SORRY that you're hurting so much, @ExplodingSun56. Please don't hurt yourself! I won't give you advice since you've explicitly requested not to do so, but I can't deny that I AM worried about your safety. I hope you'll reconsider and decide to stay here. If venting helps you, please keep doing it as much as you want. I'll listen to what you have. I promise you that. I am sure everyone else will do the same as well. Please be kind to yourself. You're definitely NOT weak, do not listen to anyone who's telling you that. Please do keep fighting and do keep writing if it helps at least a little bit. You're much, MUCH stronger than you believe! Please do NOT hurt yourself! That's the only thing I'm asking you! I hope things will get better soon for you. Let us know if you feel any better if you wish to do so. Feel free to PM me anytime as well. I'll be here to listen and to offer you support. I'm sure plenty of others will do that as well. Sending many safe, warm hugs to you, @ExplodingSun56, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ons! Please keep fighting and keep rocking as much as you possibly can like you're already wonderfully doing all and entirely by yourself! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING! :grouphu:

[Mendingmysoul]

Hoping the best for you.

[Fuzzybear]