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#41
I'm depressed and anxious today. Dad was having chest pains this morning, and he went to the ER. Mom went with him. They did a bunch of tests, it wasn't a heart attack but they are going to admit him for observation. I hope he is okay. I don't know what I would do without him. So I'm pretty stressed out. Want to leave work early but it's not a good time, business wise, with the owner here. But I really want to be with my Dad.
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#42
Slumberkitty I hope you are ok and your dad is going to be ok.
I'm down but I'm still ok... deep down I know whatever happens I'm going to do the best I can in the moments to come. I'm angry and grieving. I know the process from some bit of therapy. Denial, bargaining, anger, grief, ACCEPTANCE. I hope I sleep I'm sore. |
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#43
Very slow at work today. Seemed like no one was at work. Nothing much to talk about. I have been feeling OK lately. The weekend is just starting. I feel pretty good when it just starts, but usually I feel depressed the most on Saturday afternoon after the shopping ends. And then that depressed feeling lingers on Sunday. It's usually very bad on Sunday morning. I hope that it gets better this weekend but I don't see anything really great that's going to happen.
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#44
I'm feeling sort of Okay this morning. Been eating comfort food. I haven't used food to cope in ages. My stomach is a little upset. Will try to eat better for the rest of the day.
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#45
I'm doing so little with my day it should be thought of as a crime
very, very depressed and in a lot of pain |
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#46
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#47
I want to leave this city so much. I had another dream last night about becoming a successful author, which I think is an expression of my desire for freedom. I want to move away and build a new life.
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#48
Physically exhausted from a giant workout early this morning. Seems like the bigger the workout, the better I feel afterward. Some sort of connection between my mood stuff and exercise. I dunno. Whatever, I'm gonna go with it. If it works, I'm doing it.
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#49
Another Saturday has just passed by. Busy but not exciting. I went to the bank in the early afternoon and felt tense. The bank I go to used to be nice, but not anymore. It has changed. It seems like it's a long time to see a teller because the people with the tellers seem to have complex issues; and it takes about ten minutes. It didn't used to be like that. My impression is that you just go to the window, make a deposit and/or withdraw, and then leave. It should only take 2-3 minutes at the most. Also, while waiting in line, there was a cubicle area to the side of me where the managers are. There was a couple there with loud and screaming kids. It really got on my nerves.
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#50
I'm feeling disappointed. I've been let down. Not sure if there is something wrong with me or what it is. But things aren't working out like I had hoped for. I'm tired of it. I'm going to quit asking for help. Why bother? I'm pretty much invisible anyway.
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#51
terrible fibro pain bringing down my all ready low mood.
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#52
My S.O. is back in the hospital. Since leaving the hospital last night, I have felt very unwell. I've been in bed all day today. I feel unwell mentally and physically, but I think it's all mental and a result of feeling like I can't cope.
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#53
I feel Okay today. I reached out to some friends I hadn't talked to in a while. It was nice.
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#54
I feel like there are no intelligent people to have conversations with. Podcasts help. But I feel lonely in my life experiences.
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#55
Today was a better day than yesterday. I got a call from my sister and we had a good talk. It doesn't happen all of the time. And then my friend called me this afternoon and I had not heard from him in a while. However, as of now, I got a little set back on the medical news for me. But it's happened before.
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#56
Slept about 2 hours total. I don't know how I'm going to get through this day . . . . . but time will pass regardless . . . . and the day will become part of the past.
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#57
A slow and draggy day at work today. Other than that I've been feeling alright emotionally. Last night I called me friend to give him the news of my medical result that was not great for me. Apparently, I guess, I roused him from his sleep. It seemed like he was struggling to talk and that got me very depressed.
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#58
I haven't got a clue how to handle how I feel.
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#59
Slept just a wee bit more last night. SI is a bit better today, which is great.
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#60
I feel good today. I actually got out a couple of times. Once to pick up meds and another time to shop at Publix. I haven't been inside a grocery store in 3 years. I was able to shop for 15 minutes with minimal pain. I got myself some really nice stuff.
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