Daily Check In Thread: Ups & Downs #27

puzzclar · Oct 11, 2019 at 11:52 AM

Last one is over 100 pages here's a new one

puzzclar · Oct 11, 2019 at 11:55 AM

I'm mostly down today.... And I want to email my T but that is something I don't really want. I know my safety is an issue and I know the plan but gosh darn it I don't like the plan

Buffy01 · Oct 13, 2019 at 08:05 PM

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Originally Posted by puzzclar

I'm mostly down today.... And I want to email my T but that is something I don't really want. I know my safety is an issue and I know the plan but gosh darn it I don't like the plan

I understand how you feel!

SlumberKitty · Oct 11, 2019 at 02:59 PM

I'm feeling sad today. And I'm feeling useless and like I'm a waste of space. I'm sure that it is just the depression talking but it feels real.

Buffy01 · Oct 13, 2019 at 08:10 PM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

I'm feeling sad today. And I'm feeling useless and like I'm a waste of space. I'm sure that it is just the depression talking but it feels real.

I understand how you feel! I feel the same way lately

3rd rock · Oct 11, 2019 at 07:02 PM

Last one only at 54 pages in default view.

Oct 11, 2019 at 08:01 PM

I haven't been this beaten by life in a long time.

Buffy01 · Oct 13, 2019 at 08:12 PM

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Originally Posted by 2daffodils

I haven't been this beaten by life in a long time.

I wish I could feel that way!

Buffy01 · Mar 09, 2020 at 08:03 PM

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Originally Posted by 2daffodils

I haven't been this beaten by life in a long time.

I feel like this myself all the time.

Oct 11, 2019 at 10:42 PM

My stomach always seems to be upset.

Buffy01 · Oct 13, 2019 at 08:18 PM

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Originally Posted by the walls

My stomach always seems to be upset.

I understand! I don't know why my stomach becoming upset whenever I am feeling depressed or have anxiety. I thought I was the only one who did that!

Oct 11, 2019 at 10:49 PM

Things have been out of control. Need to remember to control myself. I don’t really know how to deal with it except the usual issue, self injury. I think things have been really bad lately. I need to remember that I cannot pull it all off without some serious control. Ive been overemotional, made big mistakes, and feel disgusting about my overall self and have no idea what others see. Probably an unkempt angry person who is too arrogant for where they’re at. I don’t know what’s going on with my body, it’s never been great. I wish I were still prepubescent. I feel disgusting.

Buffy01 · Oct 13, 2019 at 08:20 PM

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Originally Posted by the walls

Things have been out of control. Need to remember to control myself. I don’t really know how to deal with it except the usual issue, self injury. I think things have been really bad lately. I need to remember that I cannot pull it all off without some serious control. Ive been overemotional, made big mistakes, and feel disgusting about my overall self and have no idea what others see. Probably an unkempt angry person who is too arrogant for where they’re at. I don’t know what’s going on with my body, it’s never been great. I wish I were still prepubescent. I feel disgusting.

I completely understand how you feel! Don't be to hard on yourself!

Oct 11, 2019 at 10:56 PM

Yesterday a guy in the department above me said he thinks I’d fit in there. It’s not like he really knows me well...

Today I looked at the women who are in that department and they are so classy and polished. True they are about 30years old. But I feel like I’m pretty much at my mid 20s now and I still can’t brush my hair daily. Sure maybe it’s because of depression but really it’s not a good look. My mother used to yell at me about my appearance. I probably won’t get promoted for my lack of social skills, lack of self presentation. It’s really not ok.

Buffy01 · 08:51 AM

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Originally Posted by the walls

Yesterday a guy in the department above me said he thinks I’d fit in there. It’s not like he really knows me well...

Today I looked at the women who are in that department and they are so classy and polished. True they are about 30years old. But I feel like I’m pretty much at my mid 20s now and I still can’t brush my hair daily. Sure maybe it’s because of depression but really it’s not a good look. My mother used to yell at me about my appearance. I probably won’t get promoted for my lack of social skills, lack of self presentation. It’s really not ok.

I understand. My mom did the same thing to me. I never dress my age I dress to old.

bpcyclist · Oct 12, 2019 at 05:57 AM

Not sleeping, like, one minute last night. Worried about how today is going to go, since I am so very sleep-sensitive. We will see...

Buffy01 · Oct 29, 2019 at 08:52 AM

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Originally Posted by bpcyclist

Not sleeping, like, one minute last night. Worried about how today is going to go, since I am so very sleep-sensitive. We will see...

I completely understand. I am the same way.

Rose76 · Oct 12, 2019 at 09:02 PM

I'm doing pretty okay.

Oct 19, 2019 at 06:09 AM

I'm doing so little with my day it should be thought of as a crime

very, very depressed

and in a lot of pain

Deilla · Oct 19, 2019 at 12:38 PM

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Originally Posted by raging vortex

I'm doing so little with my day it should be thought of as a crime

very, very depressed

and in a lot of pain

It's Okay if you take it easy today. Be kind and gentle with yourself. Hope you feel better soon.

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puzzclar Elder Member Since Jan 2010 Location: Where? US Posts: 5,621 14 101 hugs given	Oct 11, 2019 at 11:52 AM #1 Last one is over 100 pages here's a new one

puzzclar Elder Member Since Jan 2010 Location: Where? US Posts: 5,621 14 101 hugs given	Oct 11, 2019 at 11:55 AM #2 I'm mostly down today.... And I want to email my T but that is something I don't really want. I know my safety is an issue and I know the plan but gosh darn it I don't like the plan

SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Oct 11, 2019 at 02:59 PM #4 I'm feeling sad today. And I'm feeling useless and like I'm a waste of space. I'm sure that it is just the depression talking but it feels real. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA

3rd rock Veteran Member Member Since May 2019 Location: Canada Posts: 541 5 5,929 hugs given	Oct 11, 2019 at 07:02 PM #6 Last one only at 54 pages in default view.

Anonymous445852 Guest Posts: n/a	Oct 11, 2019 at 08:01 PM #7 I haven't been this beaten by life in a long time.

Anonymous43774 Guest Posts: n/a	Oct 11, 2019 at 10:42 PM #10 My stomach always seems to be upset.

bpcyclist Legendary Member Since Sep 2019 Location: Portland Posts: 12,681 (SuperPoster!) 4 40.2k hugs given	Oct 12, 2019 at 05:57 AM #16 Not sleeping, like, one minute last night. Worried about how today is going to go, since I am so very sleep-sensitive. We will see... __________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield

Rose76 Legendary Member Since Mar 2011 Location: USA Posts: 12,482 (SuperPoster!) 13 5,397 hugs given	Oct 12, 2019 at 09:02 PM #18 I'm doing pretty okay.

Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Oct 19, 2019 at 06:09 AM #19 I'm doing so little with my day it should be thought of as a crime very, very depressed and in a lot of pain