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Old Dec 22, 2019, 05:59 PM
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This winter break is really a bummer for me. I'm a 17-year-old who's currently a drop-out due to mental health reasons so I really didn't earn the break to begin with.

I'm in an intensive therapeutic program being payed for by the school but they're about to give up on me since I'm not improving. Anytime now they're going to start cancelling services. It's both depressing and anxiety-inducing. I don't know when will be the official end, just that it's very soon. It's depressing because even a very intensive therapeutic program gave up on me. That really proves how hopeless I am. My therapist is getting taken from me since I won't be in the program anymore so the only stable adult in my life will soon be gone.

Since it's the week of Christmas, no therapy or music lessons will be happening so I'm going to be even less productive than I usually am.

I'm just gonna do nothing but sit in my dirty room sulking. My sleep is off track and I'm just gonna distract myself from life by eating lot's of junk food and playing video games. I don't like Winter as it is because it's such a sad season and this has really put the icing on the cake.
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