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Old Jan 04, 2020, 12:19 AM
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I think I got a lot of punishment that left me with a tyrannical superego that can’t let anything go.
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Old Jan 04, 2020, 08:29 AM
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Yeah, I had over a decade of anger when I was old enough to understand the things my mom did. Why do you think you have a tyrannical superego?
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Old Jan 04, 2020, 08:12 PM
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I don’t know now I’m kind of regretting this post, my parents were not perfect but they were not neglectful of abusive either. I have been having these strange anxiety attacks recently where I am terribly afraid that I may have done something wrong. I had an experience recently that I think this might all be linked to that was very traumatic for me. I wonder if it could be a form PTSD that I am struggling with.
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Old Jan 04, 2020, 10:01 PM
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At least your parents don't know you posted this. I think there is usually a reason behind a feeling. Maybe if you get to the bottom of why you wrote the post and how you got PTSD you might find the source of the anxiety. The parenting issue is on my mind because I believe my older sister turned into a bully because of bad parenting, but my sister said I was born bad so nothing she did to me was her fault.

Why do you feel there was bad parenting? It's not always neglect or abuse. Sometimes it's lack of support, too much pressure, saying mean things, or not stopping sibling bullying as in my case.

I hope you feel better soon.
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