I'm so tired of my life. I've tried my hardest to keep a roof over my head and my sons. There is no solution. I have no family to help not even my older son. The few friends I have cant or wont help. We'll have no home in 2 to 3 weeks. All lines and shelters have been full. Because we both have incomes and the way our system is I cant live with him. The best I found for a place 2 days ago is almost unaffordable but just like rooms for uni students.. you'd step out of bed and walk into the wall.. all for 350 more than the place I'm in that I couldn't get a cosigner for. My sister pulled another stunt calling an ambulance here saying I was suicidal. Far from it I'm doing all I can to survive through pain and major health issues.

[Thirty shades]

2daffodils

My thoughts are with you.
Your system sounds very out of order...
I am hoping that something turns up for you and your sons.

I've made a decision. After trying everything to help my son I need to take care of me before I get so depressed I can't do anything for him. He makes up excuses, yes it's a tough life, I've encouraged him, helped him financially, kept a roof over his head, sought professional help, hes on a waiting list. I'll pay for a room for one month where we looked or he has to call these shelters himself for help. I had to call a crisis line for me this morning. I'm finally realizing theres not much more I can do as he refused to go to work. He hears me on the line and decides to go. Then he takes a wrong bus.. I e transfer money for a taxi.. but this cant go on. He'll never learn if I do things for him. I cant live like this. Thanks for the hugs everyone

My older son does love me, he has been talking to me and will help me move stuff. The younger is worried to take any time from work to sign his lease and I understand as he's new at his job and it doesn't pair well to leave his job for signing a lease. I've asked him to explain to his employer that he needs a couple hours during the day as the office for his lease is only open when he is working. I'll try to figure this out, we only have 3 days left to get it done for him. I guess this thread will be like a journal, as not asking for advice. I have to figure it out.

[Train of Thought]

You are amazing and strong to keep on going!
Praying for you guys!