[maymie]

I truly don't know how much more I can take before I just break and fall apart. My plate is too full for me to keep going on as if all is okay. I'm exhausted. I feel as if I've been beaten...my self esteem is pretty much gone and all I want is to go curl up in a ball in a corner and cry.
I've been made fun of, teased, told that because I don't wear makeup I'm ugly, I've had my mistakes thrown in my face, I've been told I'm dumb, I've been told that I'll never marry, I"ve been told that I'm the most depressing person in the world.
To be honest I feel like crap.

(((((((maymie))))))

I'm so sorry you have been treated so badly. The people who have told you these things are the ones with the problem not you....beauty is from the inside, I dont know what you look like and it doesn't matter, these people are shallow and spiteful and they will only get to you if you let them....you can refuse delivery of an insult sweetie ... you are tired because of depression, it also lies to you ... treat yourself, do what YOU need to do to take your mind off all the crap you are suffering and stay away from the ones who hurt you.

Know you are safe and cared for here.....my love and care, Jinnyann xxxxxx

[mrsmoggles]

Throwing in a few hugs and a lump of luvvles for ya!!! Don't let them get you down, the put downs are compensations for their own insecurities!!! Just remember when ever something is being said to you badly, look at them and see it is that much worse for them. So smile and say I am sorry you feel that way...then smile and walk away.THAT will get them thinking...makeup does not make beauty, for it cannot be put on the inside where your core, your...soul...names, whats a name but another word spewed but some ignoramus?...so, smile as there are hugs galore and kind sweet ears bending to listen to ya...eagerly awaiting...

melanie

[jacq10]

((((((((maymie))))))))

I echo what Jinny and Melanie said.

You are a good, kind, beautiful person... you just have to believe it.

[stefano]

Uh, we need a morale boost here
Hey, the members of the Psych Central forum, the best people around, think that you are just fine.
Our opinion is surely better than those morons you are encircled with. So start kicking some a--es... phisically if you can, or verbally will be OK

Please realize that those who insulted you belong to a low grade variety of human beings. Not sure? If someone actually had all the defects you mentioned, pointing it out in an abusive manner would be an outstanding demonstration of stupidity.

So come on!

[queenie123]

Hi maymie, reading what you've put reminds me alot of my teenage years. I was constantly told the same things that you've been told, I'm ugly, I won't get married and everything I ever did was wrong, well I did get married and I did have children and I had a very succesful career. I proved them wrong and wow it felt AMAZING. Looking back at some of them now, it almost makes me laugh, they had me down as a nobody, a dimwit who would never amount to anything, it turns out though that in many ways i've achieved things that they never have.

There is a good future out there for you, hang on in there with your head held high, life is always full of surprises and many of them will be good.

Take good care of yourself ((((((((hugs))))))))))

queenie x

[Fuzzybear]

((((((((((((( maymie ))))))))))))))