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#161
That I am tired yet I have chores I have to handle today.
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#162
Too much to do and not enough energy.
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#163
Something I can't really talk about. I'm triggered. I guess I will just have to cope as best I can.
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#164
That most of my family is ignoring me.
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#165
The storm that's coming and preventing us from moving on time. 🙄
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#166
Not hearing from people I care about.
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#167
Just everything, being at home, rainy weather, wanting to socialize more, but not feeling like it, and really can’t since not everyone vaccinated. Regrets about my career choices, feeling guilty about several things, and could go on, but won’t.
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#168
Birthday coming up soon, but hitting a new decade milestone. 😐😑🙁☹
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#169
Running behind this morning, having a headache and a difficult cat.
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#170
Thinking about how nice it is for a day like today for me and then it will be over and back to the things I'm not crazy about for a fairly long haul. Already I'm dreading going to work on Monday; and then not knowing what's going to happen in the future. It's just going to be very slow at work and I feel bad about what happened with the mail situation (posted on Daily Check-In from yesterday).
Also I feel lonesome and don't know what to do about it. I feel like people, in general, are not too crazy about me anyways. |
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#171
I been thinking a lot about the cyber bullying that took place in 2018 that had continued on throughout 2019. Even though I had changed everything over. I’m still worried.
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#172
I'm worried about my future. I have some big decisions I need to make to start moving forward. It's overwhelming and there is just something blocking me from making them. So, I just stay stuck and spinning in worry. I'm grateful that no one is hassling me to make them right now and I am in a good position overall. But I fear not getting things moving soon is going to put me in a bad position. I don't want to feel any more desperate than I already do. Couple all of that with feeling I'm letting people down, though I don't know who exactly, and that I'm not living up to my potential. If I could go back to my old life things would improve dramatically, but temporarily. But I don't want to go back and I don't know what to do instead. I don't feel like I'm good enough. At anything. As always I'm just trying to get through the day.
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#173
That I need to get dressed today and go sit on the patio. I don't have the desire to do it but I know it will be good for me. I'm trying to overcome agoraphobia. I need a shower. Is there a name for fear of the shower? I've not found one. But I do know that a lot of people struggle in one way or another.
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#174
I felt depressed when I woke up this morning. I feel a little bit better now, but still depressed. What I felt depressed about early this morning was thinking about what's going to happen at my job and retiring. As far as retiring goes, can I afford it since the rent at where I live is fairly high? And will I like being retired? The reason retiring appeals to me is because I don't have to go to my job that I'm not happy with anymore.
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#175
I didn’t want to get out of bed this morning. Most of the time I’m optimistic and work hard to make headway. Some days though, reality steps in and I realize I’ll never have a normal life or go back to where I was before the illness hit.
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#176
Basically everything. I’ve been back and forth between denial and acceptance regarding everything going on in my life that it’s starting to drive me up the wall.
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#178
Nightmares. Maybe they're being caused by depression or maybe they're causing depression. Either way, I'm feeling squashed by bad dreams.
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#179
I would say, lack of motivation. I have the time now to do so many things, but I can't bring myself to do them. I guess I am tired or scared. It's making me sad that I'm not doing the things that would bring me joy.
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#180
honestly, the fact I don't have a baby doll
having one would bring me so much closer to my childhood |
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